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I found it.
I was happy for a moment, impressed by myself.
I was happy for a moment, thought could find out more.
I was happy for a moment, thought could bring me closer.
But, I am not impress anymore. I feel that I am stupid.
I am not happy anymore, the more I know, the lesser I understand.
I am not feeling good, the more I realize, the bigger the gap is.
God, why you do me like this?
What have I done? Where am I?
Why am I lost? Why did you allow me to see that?
I thought I was special. Maybe, I am not as special as I thought. I am too normal. Not even worth to mention.
Why am I feeling so weird now? I should feel glad isn't it?
I shouldn't be free. I will do something stupid.
I shouldn't try, cause If I want, with my ability, I can find it.
No one understands. Only Yu.
Extra issue, I just found that JS has broken down into pieces.
Received a call from Msia. From 9 of us, turned to 9 different people. What happened people? Weren't we happy hanging out with each other?
I worry about it. I don't feel good about it. JS going to disappear? 3 years of friendship break down just like that?
What can I do.. I am too far...
Come on....
-n-
6 years ago
14 comments:
I always think friendship can last forever, but still sometimes I see some broken, turning from good friends or even best friends to strangers, sigh....
yea... very sad to hear them quarreling over small matters.... and i am so far.. i cant help them... i am really helpless... i talk to them, but they simply say, "u dunno anything here... cant help"
:(
wondering what is the first comment about... who deleted.... lol...
walao I bet what they said did hurt you xD
I deleted it, it was almost the same as my second comment, I just edited the sentence only, lol...
yup... friendship always come first in my life...
and now.. i am forced to stay out of this....
i am not included? since when i am not part of them... since when we became that kind of relation....
i wish i am in msia now.. at least i can be the problem solver... i can bring them back to those happy days we had gone thru together...
this thing really annoy me a lot...
the worst is I cant do anything to help...
each of them ignoring each other... ...
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haiz....
maybe things will get better after few days and everything will stay the same as what it should be. sounds convincing? o.0
Just cheer up and take care~~ =)
I know... I will.. there is nothing else i can do... :)
err... so wat'd happened?
for the extra friendship issue:
hmm.
true friends shouldnt end up like this easily..
yea mayb a few more days it will be fine.
yea nobody know though.
i just believe that ntg can break the keclosean-nya if your bunch of friends went through a lot of things tgt.
cheer~
=)
we went thru a lot of things together.. that's no doubt of it.. but.. they already ignored each other for few weeks.. We never argue, never quarrel.. Even if we did, it won't last more than 3 days... I dunno.. it seems much more complicated than I thought..
I tried to call them.. each of them gave me very bad responded.. even got one of them said " None of your business, enjoy ur life in US. This is nothing to do with you."
What can I say? tears filled up my eyes without any mercy... I hate myself because I can't do anything to help my best friends in msia.. we were so closed... why...
um.. maybe they just don't want you to be too worry bout them.
even though there is like nth u can do, but i do believe that ur friends know u are still concerned bout them.
a true friendship will be long lasting. so no worries. everything will get better sooner.
"xiang xin ming tian hui geng hao" =)
addoil~
yup.. I hope so!! dun wory people, i am ok~ just feel sad... keep flashing back to those days that we hanged out together..
I am very optimistic.. It won't affect my thanksgiving break!@@@@@@@@ hahaha~
yea~ counting down for thanksgiving break!!! 16 hours more!!!! gambateh!!!!!!
you are not as special as you think. but you are one special friend to me~
Thank you chen chen~ :)
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