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It is about time for me to face some major changes in my life. I have been dealing with it ever since I have graduated from college. However, it has not reached the point that I need to make major decision.
1) Go home
2) Keep looking for job, which is what I have been doing.
3) Get a job, by hook or by crook.
I have been doing number 2. What I need to do now is to choose between 1 and 3. I have decided to go for number 3.
God Bless ME.
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HONG KONG : An intoxicated Gary Cao got into a fight not once, but twice in one night with good friend Hong Kong singer-songwriter Justin Lo.
According to media reports, the first incident occurred outside a bar in the Central district. The singers then took a taxi to Harcourt Road where another fight erupted.
Photographs and video footage of the two exchanging blows can be seen on the Internet.
This public spat has upset fans and the two have been blamed for being poor role models for youths. Some have even accused Cao for being an “irresponsible father”.
Cao went to a pub with Lo and some friends during the wee hours of Wednesday morning, said reports. After several drinks, the Malaysian-born Cao left and was soon seen exchanging words and fists with Lo.
Hong Kong’s Oriental Daily News reported that Cao punched Lo, 33, until he collapsed on the side of the road.
The pair, along with two male friends, then left in a taxi but the ride stopped short when the Malaysian singer apparently got out and yelled at the passengers inside not before kicking one of them believed to be Lo.
A furious-looking Cao then brandished a road sign and seemed like he was ready to attack Lo when he was intervened by another friend. After talking for several minutes, the group dispersed and the singers went their separate ways.
Cao, 30, and Lo, better known as Zak Tin, are known to be good friends while the latter is the godfather of Cao's one-year-old son. Denying that they were both drunk when the incidents occurred, Lo maintained that he was not injured despite receiving several blows.
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Check this out before the video is remove from YouTube! Someone took it LIFE!
http://www.88news.net/2009/09/26/gary-cao-justin-lo-fighting/#more-4458
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PaoPao,
Be happy,
Be strong,
Ever since I know you, you haven't really happy...
so,
once in a while, don't think about anything, be happy.
:)
Anything unhappy, let me know, i can go to MN, give you a tight HUG.
:)
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Basketball is quite fun!
1) Football
2) Basketball
3) Volleyball!
XD
sports is good, but gym is always on top of these.
BUT no time to go gym!! zzz
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You thought,
They talked behind him?
They don't want to go?
They are not capable?
They are not willing to change?
Because of one person, they become nothing?
Because of one person, they don't know what to do?
They never think before they decide?
That's probably what YOU thought. ( I am not sure, if you are not, no offense, and leave this post alone.)
However,
Let me tell you, what THEY are.
They never talked anything behind him, never told anyone about it, THey kept it for themselves.
They want to go, they love that place like we do. They are 120% willing to go.
They are capable, very capable.
They are willing to change, and they did try to change.
They won't just because of one person, they do nothing, become nothing. You were not them, they are all adult, they knew and know what they are doing.
They know what they should do, and of course, they are actually more capable than we thought. A lot of stuffs, if they really wanted to mess it up, it can be worse. But they didn't, because they know what they are doing.
They thought for a really long time before they decided what to do. If they think that is the best for them, just let it be. Not big deal right?
Now, let me tell you what I thought.
I have never seen them talking about it this Fall 09.
I know they wanted to go, and I will support them. You think I never talked to them before? Go check out cybird's blog, "empty saturday", I supported them, as long as they are happy. And I believe that place still a GOOD place. As long as they are happy, I will stand by them no matter what the decision is.
I think they are capable.
I saw their changes.
They are still something. You don't know a lot of things. No one tell you. They know you don't want to get involve, and they never wanted to talk about it to anyone else. Is between us. We are close friend, so i don't mind to listen (last semester).
I know they are not Stupid, they know exactly what they want. If not, why would they went last week?
I know they took a long time to decide, after a lot of considerations, You think that is easy? Is hard decision. Very hard decision. But, the main purpose here is to study, enough stress from education, that is a place to release some stress, of course, if there was stress, usually are not a big deal. Have you ever felt stress in that place? Frankly, I have never.
Since already decided, Respect their decision. Whatever you wanted to say, I have probably said it before you, long long long time ago. I might not be objective? Maybe, but I did my best.
As a friend, I would say as long as my friends happy, I will be happier. Some more, they are not doing something wrong, if leaving that place can settle down a lot of conflicts, it might be a good decision as well.
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If one day, you don't feel like telling your friend. Because he/she would definitely NOT support you, who are you going to talk to? The support here, is not stand beside them and angry with them or whatsoever, is respect them, Respect their decision.
I am who I am, they are who they are, and You are who you are. Different human being, different thinking.
Of course I understand your motive, you are trying to help, trying to be objective.
But
Sometimes, for people who don't really understand you, being objective = Fake, for them.
And
Sometimes, it is not necessary to be objective. If you want to take everything objectively, I am sure you will have a lot of friends, but how many of them are real?
No matter what, it is not a big deal for me.
I know what is wrong, my definition of friends and yours are different.
For me, as long as you are my brother, you are my good good friend, I will be biased, I will help you even you are wrong. I will be angry if someone tried to mess up with you. I will be angry if someone tried to make use of you, as long as someone try to hurt you, I am willing to stand in front of you, help you to take most of the damage.
This is friendship, brotherhood in my definition.
As long as I think that person worth me to sacrifice, why not? Of course you are one of them.
If you are not happy, why would you do it? This is not a job. This is volunteering. Even a job, why would you stay there when your boss is useless and stupid, you won't get anything from him, change job for your brighter future.
No big deal.
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I was talking to myself, asking myself the same question over and over again,
"Is my hot temper gonna follow me forever? I really can't change it?"
I just answered myself about an hour ago.
I can do it. It was worse than anything I've been through in malaysia, and I was pretty calm. I did it! I am better than yesterday, and I am sure I will be better tomorrow! XD
Is like laying down a Pocket Queens Preflop for me. So hard! But, once you did it, and you found that you actually did a good lay down to Aces, that feeling is amazing~
Is like the best Bak Kut Teh in the world.
Is like the best Dota game ever,
Is like the best shit you have ever tried in you life! seriously!
XD
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Very nice song. Very very nice.
Live acoustic version.
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
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I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
But I like to do it
Most girls I meet are quite savage
Always tryna' grab up on my package
The say I look yummy and they want a taste
But I'm a human not a sandwhich.
Sometimes I feel like llcooljay
I make love not not wear them bootay
But every girl I try to get to know
Ends up tryin to do me
I said
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
But I like to do it
Sometimes, I just wanna dance
Girl I know yah like my style
But get your hand outta my pants
I am not a whore
(No no no)
I am not a whore
(not your hoe)
I am not a whore
(I just love the music)
I am not a whore
(But I like to do it)
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
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Songness
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Raging Bull
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Vertical Velocity
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Basketball
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HOTEL ROOM SERVICE
I want everybody to stop what they're doing. Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight, make some noise...
Meet me at the hotel room [x4]
[Chorus]
Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]
She like that freaky stuff, 2 in the oh! and 1 in the ah!, that kinky stuff, you nasty, but I like your type and like TI its whatever you like. Bring your girls its whatever tonight, your man just left, i'm the plumber tonight, i'll check your pipes, oh, you the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty that gushy stuff, let me tell you what we gon do. 2 + 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first!
[Chorus]
after party in the hotel lobby,
then we off to the room like vroom! put them fingers in your mouth uh open up yout blouse and pull that g-string down south oooo! OK shawty, 1's company, 2's a crowd, and 3's a party. your girl ain't with it, I got somebody, and by nature she's naughty. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty, that gushy stuff. let me tell you what we gon do, 2 + 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we gonna go 3 and 3, you gon undress me. Then we gonna go 4 and 4, we gon freak some more! But first...
[Chorus]
I'm in Chicago Trick
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Yesterday, 3th september 2009,
I went to Meskwaki Casino to join the weekly tournament. The Buy-in for the tournament is $30. Unfortunately, during the journey, I was fined by po po due to speeding. It cost me $100.50.
I was considered as losing $130.50 because I lost the tournament as well.
It was kinda depressing.
I was kinda on-tilt and I wanted to win back the money I lost.
Therefore, I on my fulltilt poker, and I found that I still have $12 left. Then with that $12, I joined a 45 players Sit n Go tournament.
Miraculously, I wasn't going crazy with my chips, and I played more carefully than any other time.
AND,
I won the tourney! XD
I got back $171! So, I am not losing anything, and win about $35!! YES LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think the following item brought me some luck! hehe~ Thank you again! It was really good desert!
!!!
It was a great day~ Poker marathon! Yes!
!!!
XD
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Few things..
1) Chicago Six Flags Trip ALL ready. Everything is good.
2) Work sucks. Still looking for job. Sent 14 resumes yesterday.
3) 202 not 202. Is clean. Super.
4) Room, looks bigger, more space. Like it.
5) Miss Malaysia. Family. Food. BoyFriends. GirlFriends.
6) Life. Quite relaxing, quite stressful.
7) Speaker gone. Looking for new speaker, but not for my desktop. For toilet.
8) Just got paycheck. Horrible. But more than enough for Six Flags.
9) New Febreze. Room smells good.
10) No couch, but a new corner full of comforter. Pretty nice.
11) Friend, long time no see. Oli, TF and Kudut.
12) Looking for laptop. No idea what to get.
13) Pillow sucks. Neck hurts.
14) Clean cap. White now.
15) Yiying blog is closed.
16) No reply in the other blog. Still waiting.
17) Stop looking for chicks. Get a life.
18) Next time, pay down payment with your own money.
19) Long time never web cam. Miss you.
20) How's life?
21) Summer is gone.
22) Fall is too early.
23) Summer was not hot.
24) Graduate graduate.
25) Hope can get a job. Or anything I can get.
26) Chicago, I am coming.
27) Need new poster.
28) Mediacom is horrible.
29) Bring your PHONE.
30) People die everyday.
31) This is my life.
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