CH E 421~

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This kind of tittle sounds extremely boring isnt it? BUT! In fact, it is not boring at all~ Today, we were learning process design like usual in class. It is a 2 hours class, so we usually will take a break after about an hour the class start~

My instructor showed us the magazine that he brought to class~ It was a magazine talking about fish. FISHing.. sien thing for me.. but he made it sounds dem interesting haha~ He mentioned before that he likes fishing a lot~ he showed us some carp fish pictures thru the projector.

How does carp fish look like?
Here it is -->

Do you guys know how he illustrate this fish?

He said " If you not sure whether the fish you caught is a carp fish or not, you can make sure with few points. First, look at his body. He got a god damn thick line and hard skin. Second, if it looks really ugly, 90% sure it is carp fish! And lastly, if you see his mouth, eheem very close to pornography Eheem eehh hemm.. Then, 100% sure it is a carp fish~ "

After he said that, I couldn't stop laughing for 4.56 minutes. HAHA~

Then he continued, he said he caught a carp fish before! It was really awesome. Then he silence for 3 seconds. He used his middle finger and thumb made a length of about 10cm. Then he said, this is the size of the carp fish I got...

LOL..

After that, we continued our class like usual~ till the end of the class, he said, since we got 5 minutes left, let us do a pop quiz. I was shocked.. WTH? pop quiz? then he showed his magazine again~ haha~ pop quiz about fish~

He introduced us one more kind of fish. The fish he introduced was walleye~ It is a pretty cool fish. Gold and silver in color~ pretty impressive fish~ He said "Hey, do you guys know that this kind of fish is easier to catch~ they wont do anything when you catch them. after you got them on your boat, the only thing they do is trying to eat YOU. Fight like mad. "

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I was...

haha~

Yea, this is the lecturer that I mention in my previous post~ god damn it!

this is the reason why I only missed 2 of his classes. HEHE~

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DEPRESS~ XD

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I am pretty sure a lot of people will ask me, "depress" and "XD" is it related? The answer is, YES. But only for this post~

Alright, who feels depress? It is not me~~ XD It is my instructor for one of my CH E classes~ This story gotta tell from 2 weeks ago. In class, he suddenly asked us a question. Do you guys know what time I slept yesterday? Then he answered, 3 A.M.!! even though it was pretty late for him, but he seemed like very happy. He told us why he was happy.

His kid had a kinda bad diarrhea in that morning, he shitted on his pant and it leaked out to everywhere near his bed. Instead of letting his wife clean it, he volunteered to do it! He said, "Do you think I like it? No... I cleaned it because I need a bigger television! My wife is controlling my money, I gotta do something to please her~ haha"

I like the way he said it~ It was kinda kinky, kinda funny to see a lecturer talk about this kinda stuffs~ hehe~

Today, he said, "I am a little bit depress." Then one of my classmate asked, WHY? He said, after 2 weeks of bargaining with his wife, his wife decided not to get a bigger plasma TV with HD for him. He is depressed.. ahaha~ and that is not all of it! He said, he was so sad yesterday night, then he played his Nintendo Wii. Just because of sadness, he couldn't concentrate. His Wii bowling skill dropped level from proffessional back to amatuer.

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zomg...

A PhD dude, a lecturer... XD

I prefer this kind of lecturer~ he is much funnier than Jolls, aaron and some other random lecturers which I don't even remember thier name. LOL~

Don't depress for too long! waiting for your next joke~ HA!


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2.24am

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It is 2.24am right now. Guess what, I still need to do a god damn matlab question. I could have done it earlier.. But what have I done? I played poker with some douche bags and procrastinated till now. I know I shouldn't do this. I just couldn't resist the stakes on deck baby~

However, learned how to play poker is a MISTRAP. I am kinda obsess with it right now. It was DOTA which I so obsessed to. Doing badly in tests which I thought I did pretty well. It is kinda disappointing. Am I a lifeless dude? Will I be a successful engineer in the future? I doubt that.

I am just so disappointed towards myself. It happens every semester like a routine. Everything goes so well at the start of the semester. I thought I could have done better in this semester. And in fact, I am not. It just going back like normal. Sleep at 6am minimum everyday.

Of course, I can't wake up for classes the next morning. Come on... God, Give me some POWER. I wish I can overcome this situation. I know I know, It is my own problem, but It just seems like impossible for me to change this. Quoted from Sifu,"Impossible = I'm possible". How true is this statement? In my opinion, it is 99% true. When I believe and I wish to do so, I can do it. This shows that how willing am I, how eager am I wanted to go class. I just don't feel like going. I hate classes. I hate routine. I like something new. I like something that unpredictable.

What I hope now is my attitude change when I start to work. Your boss ain't gonna take those bullshit reasons from you skipping work unless you got a MC, and it ain't gonna work every time.

Come on Yu. Please think about it and do something about it. I know Yu can do it. (If you want)

Is time to start with my Matlab. I wasted 15 minutes again just to post this mourning post. I like Matlab, but not very much. I can do it, but not really willing to.

No matter what, I am thinking of some bullshit. Should I drop CH E 430? If I drop it, I can stay here for one more semester, hoping recession recover! "Do something la, OBAMA!!" Quoted from Grasshopper.~

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FINALLY!!!

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Allright, haha~ after 1 and a half hours of struggling on HTML, I am done with my new blog skin!! How do you guys think about it? COOL? it is a symbol of 6326T Ft SHG~ XD

I am not cool with HTML, but I did try my best to fix it to let it looks cool~ Never let 6326 down man~

Allrightz, here it goes my very first blog skin that I edited myself~ :)

Yooo hoo~~ USssh~

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Yea~

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Looks different now~ Oooo hooo~~ btw, I just found out I am presenting the longest part for my lab presentation tomorrow.. I thought it wouldn't be hard, but.. I need to talk for 10 minutes myself... this is annoying.. damn...

New skin, New Look, better sensation

So, is it everything new is good? Old is useless?

no one knows.

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Sweeney 1150.

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After I studied in ISU for 4 semester, the total amount of time I spent in Sweeney 1150 should be less than 40 hours. The fifth semester, I had already spent more than 60 hours time in this computer lab.. It is amazing.. I am not there playing games or watching youtube, but doing homework..





Life is unpredictable



Yu is doing homework.. for god sake, last semester, let me do this at least once. XD



Long time never write, but soon, I believe I got a lot of pictures and video to be uploaded. Soon. very soon~ XD





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Happy Valentine's Day wishes~

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Saw JLam with Junyi just now. They were acting so sweet~ ENVY~~

Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples in the world~ To myself of course~

Even tho I don't expect anything and not gonna do anything~

It is still a must to wish everyone in the world.

Wish all my friends, brothers, relatives and family a very Happy Valentine's Day~

Why am I feeling so reluctant? There must be a reason~ :)



One more time, for whoever single, FASt FAST find someone to love you~
For all my couple's friend, wish you guys happy forever, and hope your relationship last till the end~ XD


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~ YOZ~


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Happy day~

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I found something in common~

I got 2 exams this week~

I didn't screw up the first exam~

I hope I do well for the second exam which is on Friday~

I should feel stress or tired or whatsoever, but I don't I feel happy~ I know this is my last few exams liao~ counting down~ so, Why stress?? XD

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Teamwork

Teamwork Your Way To The Top
By Alan Weiss, Ph.D., CMC

"It is amazing what can be accomplished, when you don't care who gets the credit." --- John Wooden

I'm sitting poolside at the Marriott Resort in Lihue, Kauai. There are four waterfalls embracing five Jacuzzis, a bridge connecting to an island in the middle of the pool, and enough palm trees to constitute a coconut plantation, shielding the pool from the Pacific. But I'm focused on a small patch of ground beside my chair where my wife has accidentally dropped a two-inch piece of bread from her lunch. There are eight dove-like birds focused quite determinedly on devouring this manna.

Yet unlike most birds I've seen, from pigeons to sea gulls, they are not fighting over the morsel, but cooperating. The birds form a disciplined circle around the bread, reminiscent of a rugby scrum, but without the eye-gouging violence. As the crust is pecked and flipped around, the scrum moves to new locations, always intent on surrounding the bread, now progressively disappearing under the jack-hammer attacks of the syncopated beaks. The eight birds all eat heartily. Other doves, on the perimeter, make no attempt to horn-in. There is no room. Nor is there any apparent animosity. These birds are engaged in a win-win exercise.

Finally, the remnant of bread is tossed inadvertently (I presume) well outside the scrum, where a lone sparrow, biding his time, grabs the gift and flies away as though jet- propelled. The doves seem to shrug it off, gather up the remaining crumbs, and wander off to search under other lounge chairs. They form a well-organized search party, and head toward what appears to be a lone French fry. For a longer time than I like to admit I viewed the world as a zero-sum game. If I were going to "win," then you had to "lose." And if you were "winning," then I must surely be losing. Too often I would deride others to elevate myself, which is not really an elevation but actually a descent. There is a thin line between healthy competition and malice aforethought.

Life is not an athletic event. There should be more than one "winner." Success should encourage benevolence and philanthropy, not victory dances and "high fives." With rare exception, we are neither hunting for scarce food nor protecting remote safe havens. The doves knew that there were plenty of spilled lunches in their territory, and that it was dysfunctional to argue and fight. Cooperation meant moderate shares in numerous meals with no stress and no damage.

We do ourselves too much stress and too much damage when we insist on an "all or nothing" approach to the challenges in our lives and our work. When we intelligently share-information, credit, preferences, earnings, victories, comfort, and other trappings of power-we elevate everyone, including ourselves.

The greatest business leaders I've ever seen as a consultant are those who personally accept responsibility for failure but generously share credit for success. Their subordinates, peers, and friends support them without reservation and will follow their lead in any direction. There is enough bread for us all. Let's not peck at our colleagues over a crust.

P.S : Found this article very interesting, wana share with people~ Hope people like it~ :)

http://www.teambuildingusa.com/article-teamwork-your-way-to-the-top.asp

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My life.

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What have I done in my whole life?
I have no idea..

Probably, I need to regroup everything and take a deep breath to think what have I done in my life.

My name is Senlong Yu. I am born in Johor Bharu, Johor. From age 0 to 4, I stayed in my Aunt's house in Renggam, Johor. I was staying with my auntie because my parent were busying with their work. They had no choice but to let my aunt take care of me during that period. They couldn't take care of me while doing their job. This is why I am pretty close to my aunt. She is like my second mum. I actually confused between her and my mother. There look so alike, and this made me called my aunt "mummy" for quite sometime. I found the difference when I was 5 years old. When I reached 4 years old, I moved back to Kluang, Johor.

I don't really remember what had I done when I was 4+ to 6 years old. The only thing I remember is playing sand with my sister outside my house. It was really good times because I don't need to face any problems or pressure from school and every other things in my life. Why can't I remember those days clearly? It was probably the best time in my life. Everything were so innocent. No conflict, no rumors, no stress, no need to think of anything. I still remember 2 little girls who were my neighbors, they were my best friend for that period. However, I don't even remember their name and how they look like. I only remember that they are 1 and 2 years older than me. They should be 26 and 27 now. Ermm.. time flies...

6 years old, I was forced to attend kindergarten. Guess what, I attended my kindergarten in Convent... lol... When I tell people about this, people would start laughing at me. "haha, you are girl meh?" For your information, the Convent Kindergarten in Kluang, Johor, is mixed kindergarten. Ermm.. I never shit or pee on my pants in kindergarten. I remember that I was very naughty. Probably should use evil to describe me. HAHA.. I liked to bully my friends esspecially girls. When the teacher started to teach, he/she would asked all of us to sit in front. YEA, started la.. haha~ I liked to hide under the table so that I could do some sneaky stuff to the people that sat at the last row. A lot of things happened, depended on my mood, sometimes, I would pinch their ass and made them cry! sometimes, I would poured water in their ass and tell everyone that girl/boy were peeing in their pant! HAHA~ ermm.. evil evil.. Probably I should apologize to them here~ sorry people! haha~ That was how it ended, my kindergarten life~

7-12 years old, standard one to six.. yoz.. What you guys think? Do you think I become a better boy? Become more obedient? HAHA~ Hell no.. LOL... I became worse! Not only bullying people, I liked to fight a lot.. Esspecially with Malay kids! haha~ It wasn't my choice! I was studying in Sekolah Rendah Tunku Mahmood (I). Total chinese people in my class were about 5-6.. We were under number.. If you are obedient, you would get your ass kick by them. No offence, a lot of them like to steal stuff. Esspecially from us. I couldn't tolerate that, what I did was punishing them by my FIST! HAHA~ However, after became Tai Lou in my Standard one class, No one dare to bully me and my friends. BUT! shit happened. I broke my left hand when I was playing with friends in Standard 2. That time, ALL my foes took that opportunity to find me hell lots of troubles.. I tried so hard to bear. In the end, I lost control. There was a malay kid laughed at me, provoking me to whack him, and he said I am weak... All right, what I thought was "that's it". I purposely swang my left hand and my left hand which were covered by cast hit that motherfucker's forehead. Okiez... I broke my hand second time.. and that kid's head was bleeding insanely. All right.... I was stopped from class for 2 weeks.. hahaha~ I was almost killed by my mum because of this~ hahaha~ however, it was a good thing to be stopped from school for 2 weeks. If not, I am pretty sure, after I broke my hand for the second time, I would not have enough strengh to protect myself from them.. LOL... What kind of primary student... Full of VIOLENCE! XD After this case, I always control myself from being uncontrolable.. <-- sounds weird.. I didn't get into this kind of deep shit again, but my parents were being called to school for infinite times.. hahaha~ for other small fights.. damn.. I am born with super bad temper.. and I am still trying so hard to control myself~ XD


13-17 years old, form 1 to form 5 liao~ I remember most of the things happened during my secondary school. Of course, there were a lot of bad things like what had happened during primary, not gonna eleborate about those~ too many things to be mentioned, too many different kind of experiences~ Form 1... I couldn't adapt well at first. It was really irony, I don't really like Malays, but my best friends in primary school were Malays. Studying in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Jalan Menkibol, there were a lot a lot of chinese there. I felt weird to see so many chinese people around.. ermm.. It was hard for me to mix with chinese at first.. First of all, my mandarin was bad, I couldn't speak well and couldn't read.. however, after half year, I got quite close to them. One of my best friend that time was Liaw. haha~ he is a sohai. till now. After I got close to him, we started our weird prank. We hung some girl's bag and clothes on the fan.. I couldn't forget how they got pissed and complaint it to our "guru tingkatan"~ however, we survived, it was because our form teacher was really close to us. We helped her to take care of "Koperasi" during recess time. haha~ the reason why we helped her was because we could went out 10 minutes earlier to canteen. lol... These kind of stuff continue happens till form 5.. lol.. Form 5, I got in different class from all my sohai buddies. I became a little bit serious about studies. What to do.. SPM just around the corner.. deng~ Most memorable thing in my secondary wasn't those pranks, it is the time that I spent with those people and of course, there were a lot more things happened~ Interesting, Scary, happy, sad stuffs.. Can't really remember everything, but if I write out all the stuffs I remember, It might take me a week to do so. XD

STPM, which was my 18-19 years old in TARC, Setapak. It should be a 1 and a half year course.. but I only attended half year of class... haha~ ermm... since then, I never get full attendance again in my life.. XD 18-19 years old, the best time to play, best time to learn, best time to experience life~ I had experienced a lot of stuff in these 2 years.. I met someone there~ and it was really happy while it lasted. Thanks for the memories~ I can't forget the time we went to yamcha, clubbing and watching movie together with Kelly, LinLin and Shemy~ Think about it, I have been experiencing this since I was 19.. zomg.. No wonder I can hang out with SOME sohaiss till so close~ hahahaha~ XD Not gonna talk too much here.. I am tired.

Taylors, 20 - 22 years old... It was one of the happiest day I spent in my life. First semester in Taylors College, I was really serious with my academic! haha~ what I thought was, I just need to study for 4 more years, serious for 4 more years, then I am done.. Yea, that semester, result was really good.. 4.0 gpa.. lol.. How long it lasted? ONE sem.. hahahaha~ Through the end of the semester, I was very obsessed with foosball~ played everyday till forgot to go class... lol.. (excuse la) It was really bad to introduce me to foosball.. But.. It became worse when I started DOTA... I couldn't stop thinking of DOTA even in class or sleeping at night~ ZZZ.. THANKS to ERNEST and BABY la!! deng! haha~ However, Thanks to DOTA, i met JS gang~ They are nice, friendly, INSANE, and fun to hang out. We went through a lot, and became very close friends~ Even tho now everything has changed.. but, memories will stay with me forever~ :)


Finally, ISU. 23-25 years old~ Guess what~ When I think of ISU, the first thing that come to my mind is 6326~ NO DOUBT~ First semester of mine in ISU, I met 4 sohaiz.. Which became my very good brother now~ :) and after waiting for 4 semesters.. finally, came another 3 sohaiz~ hahaha~ which is SHG~ Everything is good, every single minutes that I spent with you guys are memorable~ I am still in ISU, memories are still very fresh~ Not gonna say much here~ I will write it out one day in the future when I leave ISU~ XD


My life..

What have I done in my life?

a) fighting
b) Foosball club creator (Taylors)
c) Theater Competition Leader (Taylors)
d) Percussion Leader (ISU)
e) Alcohol Abuser
f) Nicotine Addict
g) Student
h) Sohai-ing
i) All the above...


Answer is (i).. XD

My life...

I wish I could remember every single thing. I wish I could appreciate every single moment in the future. I wish everyone who is close to me be happy~ and I wish I could remember everyone in my life~

Life is tough and short, this is why it is so colorful~


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It has been a while... change change...

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It has been a while since the last time I updated my blog.. Yea, It was like 20 minutes from the previous blog.. but people know what i mean..


I have been busying with my stuff recently.. A lot of assignments and projects + homework.. And a lot of things to think of..

Homework? Assignment? On Yu????

haha.. yea man~ seriously.. it isn't a joke.. I hope so.. since when I care about those stuff..

However, it might because this is my last semester.. At least.. let me be a good .. ermm probably responsible student for a semester.. No matter what, it is gonna to be the last semester.. and probably, my student life would end here. probably? nope.. should be definitely..


change change...

Phase changing! again~ gonna leave a place that I have been staying for 2+ years.. Change.. change... It happen always.. but why am I feeling so sad and weird.. WHY? After this, I won't need to change so much.. at least not in a short period.. but.. I just feel it is weird..

Come on.. I had been facing this ever since I graduated from secondary school..

after form SPM,
2 years STPM in TARC ( setapak)
2.4 years in Taylors College ( subang)
2.5 years in ISU ( Ames)

change change...

I am getting older and older.. What to do man.. wasted 7 years to complete my degree.. probably I am really a dumbfuck like what someone said.. probably I am really a lazy mother fucker.. yea.. I am.. LOL.. But I won't agree with people who said I am dumb.. WHO CAN PASS SO MANY CH E COURSES WITHOUT ATTENDING MORE THAN 20% OF THE CLASSES???? If you can, you are as smart as me~ XD or should say as sohai as me...

change change...

Student life --> working life..
Looking forward? Nope.. sad? a little.. Happy? a little.. Confuse? YEA HELL YEA! Fucking confuse..

Yea, i know it is not something big. But.. just something doesn't seems right here.. I scare the change would make me lost something that I am treasuring a lot a lot now. I am so happy to get it. I am so happy to be with ... but.. change... would it change us too? HELL NO! PLS!

change change...

Time to face it.. Be strong Yu.. I never made myself think too much, it is because I hate to think.. When I start thinking, it would become unstopable.. I am a little bit extreme.. but what to do.. that's me.. There are so many changes in my life.. WHY can't I change myself a little?

I wana change my extreme thinking.. I wana change my extremely bad temper.. I wana change my face to be more lengzai.. zzz

change change...

Sometimes it is bad, sometimes it is cool... at least, last year, on November 25, 2009.. My life changed to better. It wasn't me who changed it~ Is her~ Thanks dear~

Life is unpredictable. This is why it is interesting.


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Reflection

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yup~ your first tour, our last tour. Our first tour together, and also the last tour together.

Jia you. I wont be in GHLD forever. Even tho i am not the best drummer, but i am confident enough to be the best, to be a percussion leader. So do u. I am looking forward for the election. Hoping you to be captain or percussion leader~ EITHER ONE LA! XD

dun disappoint me! you can do it. Where is the confident from? I am not born with that kind of confident. There is always someone who can do better than me. But, I had put more effort than all of them. To be better drummer, to be a percussion leader, to be more confident. Believe me, doing something WITH confident, does not means you will success. But, doing something WITHOUT confident, you are probably getting nearer to failure. Unless you are a very lucky girl. But, are you?

Probably you are.

Because there are a lot of people in GHLD believe in you. Do not disappoint the people that believe in you! Not trying to give you pressure here. In my opinion, it is lucky, it is good to have people believe in you. There are a lot of them who try so hard but still couldn't get any support or anyone to believe in them. (maybe face problem la. Example - Hey jim)

Therefore, be confident girl.

You can do it. At least, for me, you are capable to do whatever you are doing right now. Talent? Why do we need to rely on talent so badly? If you got talent, you do not use it properly, you are nothing. You told me that. However, you are talented tho.. you learned pretty fast. that is fact. (btw, I was faster. YEA)


GHLD is nothing to do with us anymore in few days time. Take a break, think about what I said. And prepare a good speech when people nominate you~ You can do it dear~

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"wu yi lei ju" and "qiang jiang di xia wu ruo bing"

You should understand that~ If you say you can't, you are insulting the current P. Leader. :)

Don't think too much~ You are doing good~

Gambateh~


from yuyu AKA current P. Leader.
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