Decision.

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It is Time.

Time to Decide.

Decide what is good and what is Bad.

Bad things gotta leave, good things gotta Stay.

Staying in the team to make the team Better.

Better to decide now than Later.

Later things will be harder to Change.

Change will definitely Helps.

Help the place become a better Place.

Place that I like, I love and place that is good for Everyone.

Everyone should know which side is better, which side is Not.

Not trying to messing thing up, trying to fix things, cos we are problem solver not Problem creator.

Problem creator, the only things you can do now is, get the fuck Out.

Out of my sight, I don't give a damn, until you fuck with me. That's it. The END.


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Glorious moment - part 2

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This is all about POKER~ Fulltilt poker~

There are a lot of newbies in this game, but, when it deal with real money, there are a lot of good players around.

I started playing this from play chips, and after I think I got better, I started playing with real money. With really low buy in, till $50 buy in~ However, $50 buy in (heads up) is not too hard to win, but the amount of money you pay and the amount of money you get is not really worthy. Recently, I prefer playing 45 people tournament. The top 6 of 45 people get money. At first, I got 6th place several times. After weeks of training, I got 3rd, 2nd and 1st for several times.
This is 6 people tournament. 1st and 2nd place got prize~


This is 45 people tournament, 2nd got $112.50~ ($10 buy in) 11 times the money you pay~ Pretty nice isn't it~

AND~ this is number 1~ $171.00 , 17 times the money of your buy in!! XD

I play poker to train my patience. I know when I lost patience, I would lose a lot of money + the opportunity cost, I might get 1st place and earn 17 times more than my buy in!! I tried to apply this theory to my life. So that I will always remember to keep calm and earn more money~ (money means a lot in this sense not only cash)

XD

Poker is fun~ If you haven't tried it, go ahead, start with play chips, as beginner, sooner or later, you can earn a lot if you play really smart~ (I am not smart enough, that's why I am still in Ames, not Vegas~ XDXD)


ps, btw, My nick name is heyyu. Lol.

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Glorious moment - part 1

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What I mean by glorious? Academically? Nope~ Academically I can only use my USPR and PMR results~ haha~

This is all about bowling~
-161


-166


AND the best score I got in US, 179~

Even tho I am not a professional player, I am not interested in professional bowling, I like it a lot~ it is one of my all time favorite game~ :)

The score shown above wasn't really great, but for me, it is kinda relieve~ after stop bowling for so many years, I still do pretty good. When I was in msia, my average score was higher, but I believe, playing more games will definitely pump me up to my standard or maybe better!! gambatehneh~

XD

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Tai's blog title.

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"This is just some tool of procrastination and where I can bitch and moan without actually having the risk of annoying anyone personally." Totally agree with this sentence~ quoted from Tai's blog.

So I would like to say~

Ay lK FUCK OFF!!! DIE BITCH! DIEEE!!

XD

ush~

songness... argghh~ never met that kind of idiot before in my life~ too damn dumb! too damn annoying.. Ego.. sohai.. zzz... all these words not good enough to describe.. maybe he is not belong to this world.. should be from a stupid+sohai+cibai+pet pet+dai B+dumb+noob+ugly+ego+emo+lanjiao+lampa+chaohai+fahai+pukimak place....

LOL... :)

If I were you, get the fuck out before people asked you to do so! you are not suitable, not capable at all.. haihz.. Your life is a failure.. dun blame anyone, dun give excuses anymore.. blame youself.. think about it noob..

XD

ciaoz~

yea~ songness~

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The 100th~

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HEY BABY BABY BABY~ THIS IS THE VERY GRAND 100th POST!!! :)

I just found that Tai has his own blog~ Awesome~ http://ngwuingwui.blogspot.com

Gambateh tai!! :)

erm.. There will be something different in ISU again~ I love my life~ It is always so colorful and challenging!!

we will see baby~~

yeahhh~~ Spring break just finish.. very depressing zzz....
What have I done during Spring break~

A lot a lot of POKER sessions~
Iowa City 2 days 1 night trip~
A lot a lot of Beers.. ( THANK TO HUAY YING)~
A lot a lot of FULL TILT..~
SLACK LINE!!!
Frisbee~~

That's it.. Not too much~ but very fun~ especially slack lining~ 5 stars~
circle of death~ 4 stars~
Poker~ 3 stars~
Beer~ -3 stars~
and Iowa City (Taste of China) lunch~ -100000 stars... (BULLSHIT)

The 100th post eh~ must has something special~~



FIREWORKS~!~~ for 100th post~





:)


Spring break done..
Next big thing - Commencement. Coming very soon~

:(


Study life gonna end soon..

haihz~

Loving you~ 4000th month anniversary~ Muackss~


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99th post!

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hey hey~ this is the 99th post!!!

I am still in Sweeney, feeling so exhausted...

After fighting for 4 days in a roll with 3 projects, 1 exam, and 3 homeworks, I am in pretty good shape now. 2 Projects done, exam done, 2 homeworks done. Left 1 project and 1 homework to be done!!

Tomorrow will be my last day to work on those stuffs~

Hw - 0%
Project - 55%

Hope that I will be able to finish it on time!! just one more day~ COME ON YU!! you can do it!!!


YEAAA~~

after all this massive tasks, SPRING BREAK will be NEXT!!!!!


YEAAAA~~~


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Time flies~

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Once upon a time, I was a new student in ISU. Since when I become a super senior over here. I miss the time when I was a new student... A lot of seniors around.. A lot of new stuffs.. A lot of things to be learned and discover.

Now, I am waiting for my commencement which is coming in 1.5 months time. Wao...

Time flies-

I am getting older... But my brain doesn't seems to grow older.. I am still childish, is it because I always think that I am young? Always tell people I am born in 1987. And recently, I am telling people I am born in 1989... :)

Now I fully understand why people don't want to grow older.. The older you are, the faster the time past.

I remember when I was in primary school, a week was so hard to past.. Now, one semester is no longer a long period for me. It past just like that.. just like a week.. feels like a week.. probably shorter..

Time flies-

Time to leave ISU.. This is fast.. never expected this fast...

Fellow friends, are we still young? after we start working, would time past faster than now? A year feels like a week? And after 10 weeks, we will bring our child/s out to show off? Showing off how my son curse, how ziting's son being hamsap, how good is Tf's son popping, how long can kudut's son nap, whose daugther will oliver choose? XD

Time flies-

Probably we should appreciate every moment of life.. you can always erase your homework and re-do it, delete you comment and re-write it, delete your code and re-program it, but life will never let you re-take. There is no take-2 for life.

Time flies-

Before it is too late, while you still have time, enjoy everything around you. :)


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Quotes from Deepwater.cc

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“Things that are done, it is needless to speak about…things that are past, it is needless to blame.”
Confucius

I like this quote.

Past tense would be used if the action is happen before. Therefore, people created past tense. The reason they did this was because, it is necessary to differentiate past and now and future. This is why we would always plan something in the future, cos in the future we can do something. Not in the past. No one can change the past, but we can choose what to do in the future.

Therefore, things happened in the past is not really important.

What happen in the future is more important. This is why our eyes are born in front. It is to remind us always look in front. Past things are just part of our life. It shouldn't affect our life.

Good memories, bad memories, are all memories. Good time, bad time, are all memorable. These posts are to remind us to forget the past, never look back. I am not looking back, ARE you?



Good times, we would be together, bad times, we would still be together. No matter what happened, I am still Yu, the Yu that everyone knows since 6326 semester. :)

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Tired la...

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Still got hell lots of stuff to be done.. omg la.. why la.. zomg la.. so lan tired la.. I wana sleep la...

ARGHh.....

Today is only tuesday, I can't imagine how am i going to continue doing that much of work load in the following week.

argh..

and is time to STOP some unnecessary war.. more and more people get involved. it won't help, It would make it worst.

So STOP it here, right now, at this second! STOP.

tired la...

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To release my thoughts

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This is the only place I can talk to, no one can stop me, it is legal.

No one can stop me from writing.

By the way, whatever I wrote, At least it locked up in here.

If anyone found it offensive, I can't do anything, but you can, just don't read.

I just wanna release my tension and stress over here.

At least I still care, If one day I stop talking about it, It never cross my mind at all, It's the end.

I know, but for a moment, I don't.

If I can't do anything in real life, I can write anything in this post.

Isn't this the purpose of blog?

A place to release your tension, stress, happy stuffs, unhappy stuffs, experienced, hell lots more, basically, it is just a place for me to do this kind of thing. I got it wrongly again? if that's the case, I would close this blog.

If I would just post something happy over here, I would not create this place. Cos it is not sincere, not what i wanted.

XD

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Gaotim 1 lab report~

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oh yea~ staying in sweeney since 3pm to 3am, finally, 1/10 of 2 projects gaotim, and 100% of 1 lab report gao tim~

0% of exam 2 for CH E 382 done..

and 0% of 2 hws due on friday done.. LOL

and yini already done 69.5% of her wednesday hw... and lanci lol..

allrightz

nitez

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btw~

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I never feel sad or angry with O. I knew him more than anyone else like I mentioned. Therefore, I won't angry and I am not supposed to~

But there is someone in this world, who can think using organ other than brain, who pissed me off by a little. I used to help him, and this time is because of "OUR" territory.

I got no right to be angry, but I can choose what to listen. I don't need to say anything to anyone. If he thinks that I spoilt the party, well, fine, no more party. Isn't it, O?

and, I really don't need support when i got in this kind of situation. But at the same time, I don't want people blame me for something. It was a fair game, we punched each others.

I slapped him, he punched me at the next second. Nobody got the right to say who is wrong. If I slapped him, and he cry, I would say sorry. LOL.

btw, I am feeling good now.

i know you are there, go yamcha weekend, i really can't make it this week. And most of the post, I wasnt talking about u~ :)

And, please, it already happened, nothing much to blame. Don't say like I donno what is not right.

This wasn't a conflict between us, I would still be me.

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Graduatin.

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Yea, yini tan was totally right. I am graduating, how long more can I see the people here? How long more we can hang out together like now.

Stupid.

This makes it even stupider.

Dumbest thing in the world.

Nth to do with you, care lan ah?

lol.

Btw, I just realise something. 2.3 years of friendship means nothing when girls involve. :)

time to continue with my super lab report.

XD

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Chance~

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This is a chance that given by god~ Since I don't feel like staying at home, I can really concentrate my work in Sweeney now~ or any other comp lab in ISU. USH~ XD For some reason, I don't even feel like getting out of my room since yesterday night. So I better go to other place that I can stay longer~ MIAO~

Thank GoD~ I love you~

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Ooh YA!

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Oh ya! by the motherfucking way, got people thinks that I spoiled the party. Cos after my incident, people already no mood partying woh. . btw, tat was 4am. :)

I was being a party guy for 2.3 years in ISU. One time, then people say i am party spoiler.. LOL.. FUNNY~


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Yea right~

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Everybody in the world talk like a mother fucker. They said they would do this do that if this or that happen.

And if incident happened, people tend to give a lot of advice~

"don't do that again, don't do this again, people got freak out, people mu song, this and that.."

Wao... this is so funny. Yea right. As I mentioned in the previous post, you dont fucking need to stand by me, but don't fucking lecture me as like you can fucking control yourself if the same situation happen on you. Yea, if you can, SO WHAT? that is you, not me.

I admit I am a fucking retard. I hate people shout at me. You shout at me, with lanci face, and you want me to stay calm, and talk to you nicely? wao~ WAO.~ and you said I can shout at him back.. wao.. He can start shouting at me, why can't I go futher step and slap him. If he can ignore the house owner, and don't respect me at all, why should I respect them? DO YOU HAVE A BRAIN? TRYING TO BE OBJECTIVE????

Do you know what is friendship? I told you, I know what I am doing, I don't need anyone stand by me, I never expect you guys to stand by me or support me. Cos I was doing over board. But I didn't expect you to LECTURE me! I just protecting my place. If this is the result, NO PARTY in 202 from now on. I am one of the resident here. I will not allow any party going on here. If you guys insist. I will call police. <-- LEGAL, and smart and it won't be wrong anymore. Cause I am just obeying the LAW.

Never against the law, just like I slap people, got in a fight, that was illegal, so i was wrong. So, no underage motherfucker drinking in this house. Or no party in this house. COS, Landlord- Trent don't allow that. I meant it. I will call Police for sure if there are underage kids drinking in the apartment I stay. I will not give any warning before I do that. Cos, You should know it is illegal to let underage people have alcohol.

I wish I am zesus, so that I can keep my mouth shut when people shouting at me. Just like zesus, shut his mouth when people whack him with all kind of weapons, torturing him.

I meant everything I say.

Thanks to S,H,G,K and C who didn't blame me, at least. Even if they did, they didn't talk to me like I am a kid. I appreciate that. I am glad I still have friends like you guys~ sometimes, standing by a friend, you don't need a reason baby!~ For me, Just because you are my friend, that is the best reason in the world~ XD

Say FUCK to that one who talks and does different things. If you still remember, I helped you in DRAKE when someone made you dulan. I am willing to give what I got. I am willing to stand by you even though the reason you dulan-ed was so retarded. Cos like I mention, the best reason in the world.

Say nothing to the one who lecture me. Cos I know you, you just trying to be objective. I know you more than anyone else so I believe your words.

Frankly, I am fucking dissapointed again. Never expect you would talk to me this way. You think I will angry and slap kao you like how I slap him? No man, Cos you are my best friend in ISU. I am dissapointed because what you said and what you did was totally different.

Yea right. You don't agree with it, I don't give a shit anymore. And I won't listen to your words anymore, cause if shit happens, you would turn your head away again. You are still my best friend, but, I just won't listen to your shit.

Yea right.. Friend woh.. Brother WAH..

nice la nice la.. you are the good guy now, cos you are very objective, trying to please everyone around you just like how you please us before. XD

I am going to stop all this bullshit here. However, whatever I mentioned above are final decision. I WONT HESTITATE to dial 911 if there are something illegal going on in the apartment I stay. I warn you here. And this is the last warning. You read it or not, is not my problem.

I will definitely keep all my anger against you in this post, it is not gonna get out from this post except disappointment.



Done mourning.

btw, friendship forever~ -_________-"" yea right~



ps: "What happen in the party, stay in the party" Quoted from Miss Siti Foong.

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For Non-GHLD member~

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This post is for those who are not GHLD members. No matter what we discuss, what we do, what we think, there is nothing to do with you!

Don't step inside this unnecessary issue. Who you think you are? No matter how close are you to him right now, there is still nothing to do with what we said. If you heard anything, just because you are our close friend.

Don't because of this you try to defense someone. You know nothing, you don't know how much we had contributed to LD.

We didn't expect this thing to happen.

And one last thing, there is nothing to do with you. So you better stay out of this. This shouldn't affect our friendship. What started in LD, end in LD. Even members and committees shouldn't care.

Stay out of this.

You know who I am referring to. I don't know when will you see this post. But this is for our friendship.

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human toss 2~~

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this is a short post~

I forgot something important about that story~
That human's friend, some emo fuck try to lanyeng.. looking people around the monster with a very "yong sui" look.. n he thought people might got freak out by his look.. and the result wasn't what he thinks. Even a girl dare to "diu" kao him.. "Guat LAN ah??" LOL... what a noob.. And the human's friend is some leader for some team wor.. Pity that team.. what a noob and useless leader.. wanna help his human friend, go challenge the monster himself. Dun stare cock at some unrelated girls beside Y~ XD

one word to describe this kind of attitude, COWARD~ WHO THINKS THAT I AM RIGHT, DON't leave comment~~ If there are no comments in 2 secs, this statement is CORRECT!! XD XD XD

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Dissapointment.

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No one asks you to support me. You can choose to think whatever you like. Since I am not asking for your support, I hope you don't lecture me like I didn't know what I was doing.

I was dealing with someone who was trying to break the rule of the game. And lanci me in my own house. That was intolerable. That's it.

Don't support, I am perfectly fine. But people like you who is so close to me, probably, even if you don't support, please don't lecture me from the other side. I am not sohaiz that just want to kill people all day long. You knew I do it only if there are reasons.

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Human Toss~

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AllrightZ~~ What is human toss? I believe a lot of people wouldn't know what it means~ Human toss is basically tossing a human being around~ YEA

After living in earth for 24 years, this is the first time I see human toss~ I saw a guy tossing his so call GF to the mirror, and of cos, she bleed~ XD

How it happened? yea, once upon a time, there was a place call "poker place 202". They allowed some slaves held party in their place~ they were trying to be nice, host the party for them, and allowed them to mess their place up~ however, there was a rule in that place. Which was, "No Drunk people going near to the monster's room" There were a guy trying to act cool. Tried to bring his "Drunk and Start dancing with all the guys around her" girlfriend to the monsters room. One of the monsters tried to stop him~ It was being nice, talked nicely, and said "PLEASE", hoping that this guy would change his mind and not breaking the rule. HOWEVER, shit happens. He tried to get in monster Z's room, got block by a strong Kadazan. Then he wanted to go monster Y's room, got block by Y. And finally, he wanted to get in to monster black's room, monster Y was annoyed by him. Y couldn't take it anymore, cos he tried to be nice, stop him nicely, he didn't listen. Then Y punched the brick wall and made a big hole on it.

Come on man.. Don't ya mess with monsters.. It is so naive to do so... Then, after Y punched the wall, that human shouted at Y, " MAT LAN!!!!" with a very "yong sui + lanci + sohai + low B" face. Y couldn't stand it anymore, Y gave him a HUGE tight slap. Right on his left face~ It was awesome baby~ Then that human gone crazy, he tossed his "girl" to the mirror~ and she broke the mirror~ Frankly, I feel pity for her when I heard this story... That human, what I will describe is "What a DICK".. OOooopss.. nope, it should be "WHAT A PUSSY!!!"~~ XD

so, what is the ending? as we know, monster is strong.. insane~ no human can hurt them. FIGHT them? It is a dream~ Monster Y sao gao the noob human while the human just swung his hands around like cat fight~ Don't mess with Y~ He can be nice, at the same time, he can be insanely devil.

The lesson of this story is, DON'T fuck with Monsterss~ Don't lanci in 202. They are nice, for who is nice. They will go crazily unreasonable, and kick you ass, if you are trying to fuck with them. If you don't wanna step into a big pile of shit, take my advice, appreciate the moment when people trying to be nice to you. Lanci in front of Y, is USELESS!! go get a brain, experience in fighting and stronger body to fight Y. That's it~

Hope people enjoy this story~ and say BOoooooo to that noob human~ XD

P.S : Base on true story.
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short short

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going to class in 3 minutes time~ just to say hi to everyone and good luck to everyone who is having test/s..~

all right ciaoz~

XD

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