MN ! WE ARE COMING!!

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Ok~ due to boredom we are going to MN now instead of tomorrow afternoon! hahaha~

I love this feeling, sudden change, no plan, but it usually end up better than planning~ hahaha~ this is 6326's spirit!

Do it when you feel like to,
Say it when you feel like to,

GO when you feel like to!

YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE! YEA~!~

Now waiting for nigga to come back, then we can go to MN straight!! yea~

So excited! but... is there something missing? ERMMMM... no la, nothing missing~ HEHE!! Qi Si "NI" !!!

Ok, Slaves for this trip -

Yuyu
DutDut
LALA
ZiZi
Ying2
Ping2
Tai2
Gan4
keng2
HengLi~


30 minutes before we depart~ Hope everything turns well!!

By the time I reach Minneapolis, our distance is 410 miles~ But I still can feel you! FOR SURE!~ :Þ

OkOk, no time to crap here. EVERYBODY, Let's Rock And Roll IN Minneapolis!!! USH USH~~




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^o^ Definition of 幸福~

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So excited~ So happy~

开心 + 幸福~

：)

活了二十四年，重来都不知道人能够开心到这种境界~

何为幸福？

见仁见智 把~

对我来说，幸福就想现在这样把~ 身边很多知心朋友~ 生活没什么烦恼~ 最重要的是，你的出现~

我算是非常的幸运~ 一直以来都没多大障碍~ 人生路不太平坦， 但也绝对没有太多波折~

谢谢你~ 你真的很特别~ ：)


坐在幸福摩天轮的我，






人生是充满希望的！！！！！ 加油！！！ ^O^



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Definition Of "Friend"

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FRIEND

a word that sounds very normal, very familiar to everyone.
a word that define someone around you.
a word that existed for a very long time.

However,

how do you define friend?
everybody has different definition.

For yu,

F
R
I
E
N
D is something very important. Something that very holy, something that influence his life a lot. Nothing can substitute friends in his life.

He will not recognize everyone as friend. There are basically 3 categories of friends in his life.

Normal friends - friends that seldom hang out with him a lot. Normally he doesn't give a shit to this people. This is so call normal friends. Nothing much to elaborate.

Good friends - this group of people hang out with him a lot. Will see him at least every alternate weeks. There are bunch of people in this group but he wouldn't talk much of his personal stuff to them. Is not because they are not good, just not close enough to make him do that. He will treat this group of people fairly good. Share part of his stuff with them but not everything.

Close friends - this is probably the people he cares the most. He will like to see these people at least once a week. Will like to hang out with them more than everybody else. This group of people got the priority to fuck him up at least one time in his life. He will forgive these people no matter what the situation is. Even if they doubt him for some reasons, he will end up pretend to know nothing about it. This is because, he treat these people truly, with heart. He assume that they know about it and they will also care about him. This is what we call true friend isn't it? He will share all his stuff with these people. He doesn't need them to give back anything, because, when you really treat someone as close friend, you will not want them to count with you. You will prefer them to appreciate you. Sometimes, acknowledgment is far far more important than anything else. Don't even need to mention, YU is very SENSITIVE, he can sense it. When they acknowledge him as good friends, he would feel it. No doubts.

And lastly,

This is not in friends group.

Brothers - This group of people is one stage higher than close friends. For him, brothers do not mean that they must be guy. As long as they are close enough with him, until certain point, they will be upgraded as Brothers. This is not easy. Not everyone in his life can be his brothers. This needs a lot of fate and FAITH. You have to meet him at the correct time. Meet him at the correct situation. Everyone in ISU knows who are his brothers. That 4 guys treat him with HEART. Never doubt on him, not even once. Stand by him all the time. They walk together, run together, retreat together, laugh together, cry together, face everything together. The bond of these people and him is very very strong. This is because they went through a lot of things together. You think they are stupid? They are all smart asses. He will definitely say that these people are much smarter than a lot of people. They think further than a lot of people. They judge things objectively. If you think that they believe in each others is because they are close, then you are totally wrong. They believe in each others because they know each others more than anyone else. Sharing or not sharing is already not an issue here. They give everything to each others. They will help each others and at the same time, they will be very objective if anyone of them do something wrong. This is what we call real brotherhood. The people who reached this point, they would never be downgraded. This is why it is not easy to reach this point. It needs a lot of faiths, a lot of believes, and of cause, it needs a lot of understandings.


There is another category,

Not Friend -
1) people who betray him before
2) people that he doesn't like
3) people that hurt him too deep before
4) people that make use of him to achieve their goal
5) people who don't even know who he is


Things that he wouldn't do to his friends -

1) Never betray them
2) Never hurt them
3) Never doubt on them
4) Never make use of them
5) Never ever turn them down when they need help


However, this is not all the situations; there are a lot of complicated stuffs around. The things mention above might not be all true for all the situations. For example, He will not spare his friends that hurt him just because they need to achieve some thing. He will never forgive them even if they are his close friends. Therefore, other than brothers (which already not in friends categories) will still be eliminated from his friends list. Even tho this situation didn't happen a lot of times. But it did happen.

He will treasure all his friends. He will appreciate every friendship.

BUT

He will never hesitate to delete those who tend to make trouble in his life. The people that wanted to hurt you, no matter with what, they are not even worth to be called as friends.

This is a very brief definition from YU on "friends".


" Friendship last forever because "Trust", we make it happen "



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Special Code 2!!! @^!&*^*

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E$$$$$$$$$$$$$%%%%%%%%%% ^^^^& &**&^&*^ &^*&^*&^*& ^*& !!!

%T&*^^& &*^&*^&^ ^^^ & *)())) )))(* %$# #@@@ @@@!!!!!!

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@#$!@I&&*&( *( *(*&(*(&*(& !@&!@^&&*^ &@!@^& ^%^% ^&%%%!!!!



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red red thing~

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Yup, first of all, i am not gonna explain what is that red stuff.

Second, don't ask me to explain.

ermm... It has been a while since the last time I saw that red stuff. How many months? years? I don't usually let this thing happens. But it happened just like that. Normally i won't allow that, but this time I am totally OK with that~ ERMM.... there is still something different there isn't it?


About yesterday night party, It was really AWESOME! good job people, everyone was doing good yesterday~ everyone showed the spirit of PARTY which I wanted to see! OH YEA~

Sometimes, don't think too much is good for everyone.

Sometimes, don't know what you are doing is really good too.

---> "难得糊涂" <---

I am totally satisfied with what I got now. God does bless me~ yoz~



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Blank!

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Absent mind

Havent even started study for exam coming in 4.8 hours time.

Thinking hell bunch of bullshits.

Blank

God

I need your help

Please help me to do my exam tomorrow.

I beg you


I am fucking myself up.. and Alex just told me he hasnt started anything yet too...

Should I feel better? haha...



deng


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ermmm.... Found it.

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I found it.

I was happy for a moment, impressed by myself.

I was happy for a moment, thought could find out more.

I was happy for a moment, thought could bring me closer.

But, I am not impress anymore. I feel that I am stupid.
I am not happy anymore, the more I know, the lesser I understand.
I am not feeling good, the more I realize, the bigger the gap is.

God, why you do me like this?
What have I done? Where am I?
Why am I lost? Why did you allow me to see that?
I thought I was special. Maybe, I am not as special as I thought. I am too normal. Not even worth to mention.
Why am I feeling so weird now? I should feel glad isn't it?
I shouldn't be free. I will do something stupid.
I shouldn't try, cause If I want, with my ability, I can find it.

No one understands. Only Yu.




Extra issue, I just found that JS has broken down into pieces.
Received a call from Msia. From 9 of us, turned to 9 different people. What happened people? Weren't we happy hanging out with each other?
I worry about it. I don't feel good about it. JS going to disappear? 3 years of friendship break down just like that?
What can I do.. I am too far...
Come on....



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Yu's Magic trick~

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HEY people, I just learned a new damn magic trick!! DO YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE IT??

I bet, it is damn onzzz~ yea~ better than david copperfield!!








SO!!! HOW WAS IT!!! HAHAHAHAH~~~ YEA hope u guys enjoy it~!!!


THE MAKING -

How I found this amazing ability of mine!!! see this!!!




and this!!!!





WAO!! i didnt know i am so talented!!! OH YEA!~!~!! hahahahaha~


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超级无敌霹雳劲爆emo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emo? EMO? EMOOO?

Emo don't like me anymore, he left me without giving any clues.
Sorry Mr. Emo.. I ditched you... I don't know when will we meet each other again,
but, I will not miss you.

Mr. Emo is emo... I wanted to comfort you a little bit, but, I can't see you....

Farewell to Mr. Emo...

Will you miss me? I guess you will... We spent quite some times with each other..
Even tho that wasn't too happy.. But, I am glad to have your company...

Goodbye Mr. Emo... I am not purposely ditching you... I just can't be with you... Cos now i am not you... You are you, I am me... Go find better person to stay with..

I am sorry dude.. I am very happy recently,
Conclusion, Mr Emo is 超级无敌霹雳劲爆emo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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After kudut wake up!! LOL

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LOL.. after kudut woke up he refused to burst out from his room!! hahaha~ anyway, there are some surprise which is kinda funny tho!! LOL


Pictures -








Videos -

Part 1




Part 2





Part 3




AfterMath -.-




Freaking messy! damn! hahaha~





See the door! full of duck tapsss~~! hahahaha~


It was really funny experience for TAI! hahahaha~

GREAT SUCCESS~~! yea~


ciaoz


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KUDUT!! OWNeD!!!

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Out of no way, no reason, we came out this idea... errr..

Credits -

Idea - Tai

Slaves - Ziting and his GF (kengina)

Cameraman - Yuyu


The Making -

We were planning to PAWN kao kudut one more time!! haha~ Recently, kudut slept a lot.. He sleeps 23.99 hours per day. Therefore, Tai came out this idea, which originally planned to pawn zi ting. HAHA..

First of all, we used duck tap and sealed kudut's room door with a clear plastic wrapper. After we sealed his door, we stuff in hell lots of Styrofoam until it filled up quarter from ground.



Pictures~~























And videos-


Part 1 -




Part 2 -




Part 3 -




HAHAHAHA~ Can't wait to see Kudut's reaction after he wake up from his god damn long nap!!! There is no nap in his life, his nap is more than 4 hours minimum!!

Ok, good luck Kudut, Happy Cleaning~~ XD



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牵牵牵手。。。。

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再都介绍大家一首好歌！！

误克群 - 牵牵牵手！

歌词很棒！ 一级棒！ ：)




作曲：吳克群　填詞：吳克群

我的話不多　不會討好　
一句我愛你　都說不好　
全世界想救　都沒解藥　
只有你給我微笑
　
＊該怎麼去愛　我沒學好　
太多的招式　我沒記牢　
原來牽了手就會知道　
愛情不需要套招　
這招只有你知道＊
　
＃牽牽牽牽手　一直走到最後　
我們開心的夢遊　
牽牽牽牽手　永遠十指緊扣　
我相信我會永遠在你左右＃

REPEAT　＊＃＃

永遠在你左右



MTV 好可怜。。。 我也是刚发现的！ 哈哈~ 太棒了！ 小群， 加油哦！！ ：)




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Whatever You Like!!!!!!!! :)

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Yo yo~ yea, you can do whatever you like, i said, you can do whatever you like~ yiiihhhhhH~!!~!








yea~ hey jim, you can do whatever you like! :)

whatever
whatever
whatever~




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I ####### ######### ###### ####?!?!?!?
and ######## ###### ######### ########!@!@@!
therefore #### ####### ##### ####### #### #####....
yea~ haha### ###### ###### ###### ####### ######??
then hor ##### ##### ########### ####### @!!

finally %%%%% ^^^^^ &&&%%%% #$#@@@ !!#### eh~ !!!
HAHAHHAHAHA~~ :) &&&& 8***(()00 *&*&^%$$^ !!!! ! YEA!!!!


This is special code, for "smart people" only! ~



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YEA~

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above average by 0.1! still above average, isnt it? hehe~ not too bad.. first time in ISU! all tests above average! yea~

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Feedback to few friends~

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To Jingyi - I agree with you. Life is complicated. But, life is colorful, is wonderful. Life is short. Just like fireworks, it explodes, it's hot, it's colorful, it's beautiful, but, it's short. Therefore, people likes firework, when you are watching fireworks, I bet, you won't look around, you will just focus on it. Because, you know it is short, but it is very beautiful, can't afford to miss a second of it!

Same to life, it is very short, appreciate all you have, treasure everything, everyone around you! Nothing will last forever. Phase change every few years. You won't stay at the same phase forever, from kindergarten to primary, primary to secondary then colloge. It keep changing, people around you, environment. Live your own lifestyle which suites you the best. Do the things which you think is ethically correct and the things you like. Enjoy your life, fully utilized the very limited time we have in our life! After all, life is unpredictable; anyone around you might be gone on the next second. There are always disputes, disagreement happens in life. This is why it is interesting! If there is nothing bad, you won't know what is good. This is where the explosion happens in life! Without explosion, without pretty shining fire~

Therefore, live happily and appreciate everything you have now~



To YingYing - I don't know what happen to you~ But as your very good friend, I want you to stay happy~ Just like how you want me to be, Isn’t it. If you have anything can't solve, please do approach me. I will be there always~ And, rumors is basically part of this very interesting yet cruel life. However, everyone has to go through this stage. There are a lot of rumors around. Every little corner of the earth, rumors exist. Believe it or not, you choose to do that yourselves. If the rumors got nothing to do with you, ignore it. If it is something to do with you, judge it with your own eyes. You are mature enough to do that. You should know that WORDS are very powerful. It is like a double edge, it can help people, it also can hurt people. I believe that it is time for you to learn how to make judgment base on your observation. Don't let the double edge hurt you, same time, learn how to use this double edge wisely. You can do that!

ps: Friend is for what geh? To clean shit? NO !
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. =)" Quoted from yiyinglogy!
Talk to us if you think you can't handle it! :)) from doraemon





To Yini - When are you going to re-open your blog? After you closed down your blog, I lost one of my entertainment options! zzzz!! However, hope you doing good for your exam and research paper~ gambateh!!
Counting down - 24 hours.




Lastly, Good luck to yi (ni+ying) for CH E tests~ + oil! Lou Dao + Doraemon Support you all!

and good luck to jingyi too~ hope the deer stay away from you~ :)




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Foosball tourney~

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How to lose to amateur? We are not professional players, but we are definitely categorized as a semi-pro, which can be described as decent player..

But, we lost to a very very noob team... First game, we owned them by 5-1,

second game, we owned them to 4-1, but we put down our guard, can you guys believe that, they score 4 goals with random bullshit shots.. which bounces about 3000 times before the ball went in our goal.. I hate that... I want to play with a decent team! A team that know what are they doing, a team that know what is going on during the game.. Probably, we should join professional foosball tournament instead of this rookie tournament.. We performed like a pro, but we were beaten by luck! Moreover, there are no rules for this tourney... They abused this opportunity.. abusing the bugs...

We can do that if we want, but, we are not rookie, we want to win it decently, we care about our dignity, we showed professional quality, we cant lay down our pride to win like a noob.

So, even we lost, but we lost with dignity, we lost, but we knew the reasons.. Level difference, different thought, all we cares werent all about winning, is about to play a decent game!

Next tourney, we wont join amateur tourney, we will head to professional tournament. I bet, it suite us better.



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Oohhh yea~ 2 posts missing!

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yea~ 2 posts gone! dont wana cause disputes therefore, better delete it~

yup.. today's exam? haha! song la~ didnt really study much but still can do, it is all because of the lecturer too linear.. he came out 2 questions from the homework questions... haha~ I kinda love him eh~~ YEA~


feel so gooooood! let's party tonight!!

guahahahahaha~



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Reply to jingyiLim~ Title "Difference between Love and Like"

Jingyi, I have my own thinking on this topic. First of all, I wouldn't categorized like and love into 2 categories. Both of them are in the same categories. Use food as example, you will like some kind of food by first try, and if that food is good, and 2nd time you try it, you will love it.

Same to human being, you will definitely like a lot of people around you. Which includes someone who is same sex as you. That doesn't means that you are homosexual, it is just a kind of feeling, "like".

For opposite sex, I would say "like" is initial, if there is a chance, both got together, experience life together, and find that they are liking each others more and more, it will become "love". You can't love someone without knowing he/her, without talking to he/her, without spending time with him/her.

Therefore, I will say that like and love is not between a line, love comes right after like. If there is no like, there wouldn't be love definitely. The problem is, how easy for you to like someone, if it is very easy, that might be temporary, but if it is hard, and finally you get to like a person, then you might have to treasure it. Since the probability is low, isn't it?

Like and Love will definitely be different, but they are closely connected to each other. Another example, "mechanical pencil and lead", both of them are different things, but it doesn't means that they are not related, they need each other, love is like mechanical pencil, without a lead, it won't work.

Lastly, I would say, this is not too hard to understand, it is very individual. Everyone define like and love in a very different way. However, no matter how different it is, people will tend to treat the person they like nicely, and the person they love with heart, more caring, more gentlely, and more understandingly. Therefore, how you define like and love is not too important, the important part is how you treat the person you like and love~

曹格 - 背叛 VS 误克群 - 为你写诗

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这是一首很久很久的歌~

但， 确很有意义~

让我们再度回温这一首充满着悲哀与伤感的情歌把~



曲:曹格
词:阿丹、邬裕康
编曲:涂惠源

雨, 不停落下来
花, 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉, 你说不爱就不爱
我一个人, 欣赏悲哀
爱, 只剩下无奈
我, 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间, 永远都夹着空白
缺了一块, 就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何, Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白, 爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己, 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句, 当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管, 只要你能愉快
心, 有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白, 在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看, 那些片段 还在不在






这首歌的歌词太令人感动了~ 它曾经是一首我去到那儿都会挂在嘴边的歌~ 现在那种想听想唱的感觉又回来了~

想与大家分享这首歌~ ：)






接下来的这一首歌算是我现在的至爱~ 它就是误克群的为你写诗~ 请大家听听把~ 太正了啦！！！




曲:误克群
词:误克群

愛情是一種怪事, 我開始全身不受控制
愛情是一種本事, 我開始連自己都不是
為你我做了太多的傻事, 第一件就是為你寫詩

為你寫詩 為你靜止, 為你做不可能的事
為你我學會彈琴寫詞, 為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止, 為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子, 我忘了說 最美的是你的名字

愛情是一種怪事, 你的笑容是唯一宗旨
愛情是一種本事, 我在你心裡什麼位子
為你我做了太多的傻事, 第一件就是為你寫詩

為你寫詩 為你靜止, 為你做不可能的事
為你我學會彈琴寫詞, 為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止, 為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子, 我忘了說 最美的是你的名字

為你寫詩 為你靜止, 為你做不可能的事
為你 我學會彈琴寫詞, 為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止, 為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子, 我忘了說 最美的是你的名字

我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的名字, 我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的樣子
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的名字, 我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的樣子


到底那一首歌比较好？这看个人把。。 看心情， 看天史地理任何？ <--- 怪怪的。。 写错了吗？ 哈哈不管啦！

慢慢欣赏把~ 好料来的！！！


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他妈的！

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有些被挑战的感觉。

3个小时写3次部落， 有点被人挑战的烂感觉。

如果这是用英文我一定可以打的比现在快98700000倍。

他妈的！

为何我打华语这么慢！！！

他妈的他妈的他妈的！！！

我的功课还没做完！！

我在这无止境的打些无聊的东西干嘛！！！！

我疯了！

一定是酱！


杀了我把！！！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！



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lol... 这样好吗？ 真的需要这么做吗？

说好的幸福呢？

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我还是相信幸福是要自己寻找的！ 要别人祝自己幸福让我觉得很可悲。

尤显龙， 你好逊哦！别想了， 一切都太迟了。过去的就由得他过去吧。 无须再想。

人总是要往前看。 跌倒了，爬起来不就得了？

人长大了面对的东西还满多的。。。

加油！：) 油价很便宜哦！ <--- 无聊 哈哈~





作詞：方文山 作曲：周杰倫

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢





如果有打错字不要笑我！ 很久没有用拼音了！！ 描~

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feeling

ermm... seems like everything has settled down.. everything has been decided, I got my valuable answer which seems like not an answer to me. Cos i was the one no time to wait, maybe it will be different ending if i have time? hell know~ But, a lot of things are not under my control.. what i can do now is facing it optimistically instead of treating myself badly~

However, I do feel better now, Cos I got nothing to worry anymore. No One is waiting for my answer anymore. I can proudly tell my parents about my future plan now. Even tho it might not be final, but I will go back to Malaysia together with them right after I graduate which is May 2009.

Thanks to my parents who always be patient to me even though I didnt care about their request. It had come to an end when my sister start talking to me. I can't disobey her, she treated me very well since I was a baby. :)

Is this a good ending? Is this what I wanted to see?
The answer is No. I don't want to see this. I always believe in my sense. I know there is something, and I already got my answer directly which support my sense, but, just like what I mention, a lot of things is not under my control. If I were not facing this kind of situation, I will not do this to myself! hehe~ I wish I still got a lot of time in ISU.. But in fact, I only left very limited time here. Too many decisions to be made.

My feelings wont fade off that easily. I am not you. I will be there whenever you need someone, cause I care. But, the different is, I won't think of it anymore. This is why I insisted to get a final answer. Too many reasons that forced me to do so.

Lastly, I do respect your decision, I do respect your principal, I do respect you when you said you cant break your promise because you cant hurt someone.
******I am superhuman, I don't feel pain~******

Thanks for giving me so much memorable moment!

Release

Lion Dance Performance at Drake for I-week~ nov 8, 2008

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hehe, This is gonna be fun! some memorable moment for Guang Hua Lion Dance Group~

First of all, I am gonna say something to all the performers, GOOD JOB PEOPLE~ seeing everyone is improving after each performance makes me feel so gooooood. Our Lion Dance Group if full of hopes, every spring, new committees form. Old committees will graduate. Our time is ending very soon. We put all our dreams and hopes to these new people. I know they will not disappoint us. KEEP IT UP! and TRY your best to make GH Lion Dance better than now!!! :)



Here are some pictures taken during Drake performance.
This is a group photo before the event start~

from left, yiying, jaslyn, yini, yeegin, nic, yu, oli, lala,rachel, qi guai, and sky~






The 2 following photos were taken at the back stage~
LanYeng Photo~ lol...~ anyway, i look skinner in this photo, so must post~ yeaaa~




SHG + yuyu~ :)






After DINNER!!~~ another group photo before we ciaoz~ then no more photo in drake U~~~ !!!







Aikss, just now mention no more photo eh, what are these?????
At the side of US-30 W highway... wth were we doing there? the weather for that time was -2 degree celsius.. Holy shit...




Ok, from this picture, you should know the reason why we hanging out at the side of a HIGHWAY... LOL .. Yea, Tire Exploded! DAMN... damn lan cold! DAMN! we were fixing this shit and forced to stay outside for 45 minutes... dun forget, is -2 degree celsius!! zesuS!!




Finally, after 45 mins of struggling in the cold, we were done with that bullshit! why we took 45 mins to do that? it was supposedly be done faster! it was all because of the weather.. the metal that connected to the rim became smaller, this made that rim stuck inside... we used like 20 minutes just to figuring how to take out tat god damn tire! zzzz... Thank god nth bad happen, it was pretty dangerous to hanging around the side of a highway at 12 am... believe me, it was really horror!!!








Can watch the performance on youtube!!! :)




In video,

Xiao Jin - Lala and Oli
Xiao Hei - Nic and sky

cymbalist - from left, yi ying, jaslyn, yi ni, gan x 4

Gong - Yeegin

Drummer - yuyu







One more video~ this is a video taken before the performance started~ hahaha~ ermm... What should I comment to this video? -- > Lion Dance geng chao! haha~

Inilah dia~ -






Lastly, it was really an amazing trip, people~ Hope that we can perform together again and again and again!! :)



Special thanks to Ms. XXXX, ur hands did warm up my ears~ :) thanks for you concerned, i appreciate that~ :)





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202 Poker~

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Since when we started poker? I don't remember anything... When I came back to Ames after summer holiday, these people start pokering like mad... i dunno when they started and how it started, however, it is a pretty good entertainment for all of US!

Best of poker,

ALL - In Moment~


Ziting's poker face~



ermm...










It's a crappy hand.. deng..



202 Poker place... since when it started? when is it going to end? no one knows~



Allright baby, tomorrow fc's slaves , ziting and kenggee are gonna cook dinner for us~ Is time for me to sit out and enjoy the food~~ gambateh people! I am expecting something good baby~



And...~ after dinner, what are we going to do? this is the most crucial question ~ Continue celebrate for tai's and zi's birthday? HAHA~ YEA~ maybe we should! :) YEA~

AND, It was snowing for like 15 minutes just now~ lol~


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Answer for the previous post~

Dang Dang Dang Dang~!!~

THE answer for the Previous POST ISSSSSSSSSSSS -- Ziting's Pubic Hair~

Have to highlight to see~

hahahahaha~

MY HAIR!!!@!@@!!@!@!@

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Ermm... I dunno what is the reason, but my hair just cant grow long... I cant tolerate when it start growing a little bit.. this is why my hair now become SHORTER AND SHORTER!!@!@!@ ARGHHHH!@!@!@





Second week of this semester.. It was growing LONGER!!! like NORMAL human!!!~~!!~








This is 4th week of this semester~ My hair was longer isnt it?? BUTTT!!!>.....






This is the 7th week.... IT STILL LOOKS THE SAME!!! WHY!!! WHY????????






This is last week thursday (30/10/08)... It looked a little longer like it supposed to look like, isnt it? BUT.... just right after this...





Last week Saturday (1/11/08) ... zomg... it became dem lan short again.... DENG.... this is not the worst... should see the one today,






This is now!! Which is (6/11/08)... My hand too itchy.. I just cant stop cutting my own hair... Kind of disease?? DENG.... Now become really really short... can see my big forehead again... ARGHH... Why!@!!@ I already cut my hair last week, but i did it again just now... grrrr....



WhAT HAVE I DONE TO MY HAIR!!@@!@!@@@@@!

After IE 305!!!@~!!~!~! and some random thoughts~~! and some nice pics~~!~!

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YEA~ OLIVER!!! IE 305 Second EXAM is OVER!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~

FEELS LIKE GOIN TO YAMCHA RIGHT NOW!!! ARRGHH!!@~!!~! TEH-O-Ice-Limau SATU!!

This semester the most terrifying subject for me is IE 305! this is because i am lazy to deal with financial stuff... zzzz........ yucks... lazy to elaborate it... feel sleepy to even think about it....



Recently, I found that I got back MY "senses" again~ after dealing with those unnecessary stress for few weeks, i found my own answer~! :) an answer that is good to everyone, fair to everyone~ kinda cool huh!! yea, just becos I already decided not to care, I found my precious senses and laughter back~ which is missing for few weeks~ everything had been settled down! YEA~~~ Time never wait for me, SO, i wont let my time walk pass me! MOVE ON WITH TIME BABY~~





YEA~ there are few nice pictures taken recently.. ~ here there are .....>



HAHA~ YEA... these are 3 of lion dance leaders... Vice Captain and the Percussion leader Showing Ass to our Lion Dance lala CAPTAIN... LOL.... This is one of the best photo ever!! HAHA ~







This is really cool Picture ~~~ Bhangra performance on MCN 08 (26/10/08) ~ Thanks to Tengfoong, we got chance to do lanyeng pose in the public~ HEHE~ anyway, this picture is really good!!!






Wao.. Guess what, this is Ziting's 21st birthday PIC~ everyone showing nice smile~ and above all, 6326 people are all in this pic~ maximum yengness~~








LOL.. again, not need to introduce this pic la... 6326 again~ :)
***Probably the most yeng people in ISU :P ***








Wao.. This is Halloweeen + zi's birthday~ AGAIN, 6326 + SHG...~~ what a pic man~ but there are 2 ziting inside this pic, anyone realize that? the south park pic at the door is ZITING!!! HEHE~~








AND!!! Lastly, i wana end this post with a question!! Everybody guess WHAT IS THAT "THING" IN THE PICTURE!!!!!!????







The answer will be posted on next POST! :)


hehe~~ sorry zi~

SHG and brief intro about them~

This time we will start with the youngest~

if i not mistaken, the youngest should be,
oops before i start, i should mention this, SHG is a new student's group, i dun wana repeat this everytime i talk about them~


This is cushion si lai ying ying jie jie~

Yingying jie jie -- this girl is really pretty isnt it, but she got no confidence le.. sien~ however, should i say this? SHE LIKE TO SAY "C*B" HAHAHAHAHAHA~ she doesnt looks like one, but she does!!! hahaha~ anyway, she is a really good fren eh.. even tho she likes to "zhat" kao me but she always ready to help whenever I need~ THANK YOU!



ZZzzzz This is Ms Leeping.. I just found out i dont have her single photo.. deng... hav to expose myself here.. kanina..

Ms. Leeping -- Blur queen.... she didnt get our jokes most of the time~ haha~ BUT!!! after 2 months hanging out wif GENG people like US, she CHANGED!!! she not only can get whatever we talk about, she even say something out of our expectation!! zomg.. i cant forget what she said, "shi shi de, lao ban" <... OMG!! HAHAHA.. Keep it on Jaslyn! you are becoming better and better now (in crazy jokes)! HUAHAHAHAHAHA This is Ms EeNee Tan.. The oldest in SHG! (very cute picture~ ) MiaoO~!

Ms EeNee -- This girl is very different from others. When she first introduced herself during the orientation, people started sayin that she act like Lanjiao Yu... zomg.. I was like, ya meh... kanineh.. but, after know more about her, I found that this is dem lan true le! very hard to find a girl who act like me isnt it? haha~ THIS IS WHY she has become my DAUGTHER NOW! hahahaha~ omg.. kanineh... haha~


Ok, these are brief intro about SHG~ Yea, one more thing to talk about, they are tottally different from 6326, can be categorized as direct opposite in term of sanitary... 6326 will only messing up the kitchen... They clean up our kitchen almost every week..!! omg..

This is one of the reasons why 202 still live able until now~ hahahaha~

Thanks to these people, if not, 202's will not have a kitchen by now! MUAHAHAHAHA~

Ermmm.....

Ok, enuf of intro!

feeling

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛
有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
這一種想見不能見的傷痛
讓我對你的思念越來越濃

我卻只能把你　把你放在我心中

6326 and brief intro about them~

YEA~ let us start with the oldest among all,



This is Siti Foong, he is the oldest dude among my brothers in
ISU, ( I am not counted.. :( )

SITI foong - He is a LALA. HAHA, even tho he is a lala, he was OUR AMSISU ex VP, and current Lion Dance Captain!! amazing isnt it? hehe~ he is the only one in 6326 who can speak cantonese with me.. song... finally i can use back my super vulgar language which i couldnt translate into english~ deng~ hahaha..



THIS is KuDUT!@ the only mamak in ISU! My only mamak brother in my LIFE.~


Kudut - This guy is a BLACK! haha~ i do have a lot of mamak, indian and malay frens, but none of them are worth to be titled as my bro in my life, this dude did it! he is the first guy become my bro as a non chinese haha~ erm yup, he is also my housemate right now... he like to scream like a bitch when he stretch himself.. LOL~ lucky he is single, if not, whenever he wana stretch his girl, i cant sleep... ( too noisy)



This is OLIver Chua~ who used to be my neighbour~ LOL

Oliver Chua - You guys sure wondering now, why is he the third one? Isnt it the oldest one shud be the first one to be introduced? HAHA~ YEA , i am not wrong! cos he looks old, but he is not the oldest one... kakakaka~ however, this guy is dem M*****F*****g smart! He is born to be a leader. Look at his face we know liao la~ HAHA, yup he was my neighbour, he migrated to bramble oak this semester.. ~.~


And Lastly, this is ZIII ting~ the youngest among 6326~

Zi ting - This guy is the most SOHAI guy i had ever met. You can do anything to him, and he wont get angry. His birthday recently, we put colgate, flour, maple syrup, gatorade, and moisturizing cream inside his ass... and we burned his ass~ he didnt get angry at all~ hahaha Where to find this kind of people man~


Thanks to these people, ISU become a more liveable place~ HAHAHAHHA~

OMG.. MY FIRST POST BABY~

I duno how to do this, but i will try, cos recently i have been reading a lot a lot of blogssss~ eerrr.. not really a lot actually.. just few of them.. but it makes me feel like want to write one for myself~ HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

this is kinda weird, i changed..

i become more emo than i usually do..

i become more sentimental...

i become easier to cry...

i become easier to feel happy....

i become much more easier to turn moody...

i s~ more than usual...

i eat less than usual...

WHAT happen to me?

ermm....

anyway, first post shud be happier than this..

ok, first of all, i will talk something about myself,

My name is Yu senlong AKA doraemon AKA yuyu AKA lanjiao yu (6326 nick) AKA ikan yu... AKA CAT YU~

I am currently 18 years old turning to 19 XD~ hahaha

studying in ISU ( Iowa State University)~

currently hanging out with 6326 (2 years) and SHG ( 2 months).. however, this 2 groups of people bring me a lot a lot of laughters as well as tears~

second last semester to my graduation...

************ Feel bad man.. i dun wana work!! *******


Ok maybe i shud stop here, dun make it too long.. DEM lan sien to read.. MIAO~

HUH~