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It is 2.24am right now. Guess what, I still need to do a god damn matlab question. I could have done it earlier.. But what have I done? I played poker with some douche bags and procrastinated till now. I know I shouldn't do this. I just couldn't resist the stakes on deck baby~
However, learned how to play poker is a MISTRAP. I am kinda obsess with it right now. It was DOTA which I so obsessed to. Doing badly in tests which I thought I did pretty well. It is kinda disappointing. Am I a lifeless dude? Will I be a successful engineer in the future? I doubt that.
I am just so disappointed towards myself. It happens every semester like a routine. Everything goes so well at the start of the semester. I thought I could have done better in this semester. And in fact, I am not. It just going back like normal. Sleep at 6am minimum everyday.
Of course, I can't wake up for classes the next morning. Come on... God, Give me some POWER. I wish I can overcome this situation. I know I know, It is my own problem, but It just seems like impossible for me to change this. Quoted from Sifu,"Impossible = I'm possible". How true is this statement? In my opinion, it is 99% true. When I believe and I wish to do so, I can do it. This shows that how willing am I, how eager am I wanted to go class. I just don't feel like going. I hate classes. I hate routine. I like something new. I like something that unpredictable.
What I hope now is my attitude change when I start to work. Your boss ain't gonna take those bullshit reasons from you skipping work unless you got a MC, and it ain't gonna work every time.
Come on Yu. Please think about it and do something about it. I know Yu can do it. (If you want)
Is time to start with my Matlab. I wasted 15 minutes again just to post this mourning post. I like Matlab, but not very much. I can do it, but not really willing to.
No matter what, I am thinking of some bullshit. Should I drop CH E 430? If I drop it, I can stay here for one more semester, hoping recession recover! "Do something la, OBAMA!!" Quoted from Grasshopper.~
-n-
6 years ago
3 comments:
Hahaha.. i haven slept also wei!
Just finished sending an email to committees, hope i can get up for tmr 8am class.. (zomg, i am dealing with matlab too T_T)
yea lo,
this is your last semester dy,
this is your n-th time to say this:
"if i can do it if i want to"
You knew it and we knew it =)
That's why you have to force yourself in sense of concentrating in studies~
Buck up bah~ ^^
CHE 430!! haha plant design! i took that too.. have fun with HYSYS. where u spent hours simulating some random crap. HAHAHA oh n MATLAB SUX
I hate HYSYS much more than Matlab... damn.. arrghhH!!@!@
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