yawn...

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Everybody busy with school work.

I am doing very little thing. Other than looking for job, editing resume and cover letter, sending resume, I do nothing.

Work? not even worth to be mentioned. slave job.

argh.

I am bored.

I need some excitement!~

The best is Roller Coaster! HAHA! Six Flags~ I am coming!

-n-

2 things.

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First thing, I thought.

I thought I could forget,

I thought I could forgive,

I thought I could...

But

I can't.

Oliver Just told me a very very good phrase that reminded me a lot of things.

He said that, " One can forget the things you do, the things you say, BUT one cannot forget how you make them feel"

When he said that I was like.. wao dude.. that's fucking true. I couldn't agree any more than I did. I couldn't even say a word. What I did was, close and open my eyes rapidly.


Second things, Change.

Oliver told me a very useful experience, which I would remember forever. I am not going to say what experience is that, but I will share what I get from his experience.

Change, it is easy to change.

It is easy to bring this out.
I want this to be changed, I want that to be changed, easy. very easy.

But,

It is hard to be accepted.

But,

If you managed to accept the change, hold your breath, grab your fist, take it, accept it, you will be great.

-n-

Best time?

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I have never appreciated those time when I was real free.

I am regret to stay.

I am looking forward to leave.

I miss them.

I belong to old folks home.

I shouldn't be here.

I should be in Msia.

I have no idea.

Are you guys doing good in new place?

Do you guys feel the same like I do?

I have no idea.

I miss my best time.

I didn't know it was best until it is not.

I know why I used to think like that.

Because,

I was comfortable.

I was happy.

I was free.

I was legal.

I want to go back.

I want time to turn back.

I want our space.

I want a place.

I am not feeling good.

I am feeling weird.

I have a feeling that I am not suppose to be here.

Where am I suppose to be?

Time flies.

Everything changed.

What do I need now?

I have no idea.






Wait.

I think I know what I need,

Best time, that's what I want.


-n-

Boat 2

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Everything went smoothly!

FUN!

DRUNK!

PUKE!

SONGNESS!

EVERYTHING!

CRAZY!

LOVE IT!

-n-

Summer X Fall

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Summer is going to end very soon!

Everyone is coming back~ Especially today, a lot of friends are back!

Another vigorous semester going to start very very soon~

Good luck to all my friends who still in college~

Gambateh~

Good luck for those who are looking for job~ Good luck to myself too!

Boating tomorrow~

I am looking forward again~

Shall we invite Captain Morgan?

ERmmmm...

XD

-n-

Hard Vs Easy

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Easy and Hard.

They are always between a line. Hard is always something you don't want, and Easy is always something you are more comfortable with at that moment.

It is hard to choose a harder path, but by doing that, you would definitely gain more.

I am glad, I am proud of you.

This is really great.

Easy and Hard.

It is always easy for someone to keep quiet or say something you like to hear to please you. A lot of people do that, cause it is the safest way to keep yourself out of troubles.
No one likes to hear something that oppose them, but if someone did put the effort to oppose you, to tell you the truth, he/she chose the hard way, he/she cares, this is why he/she chose the hard way. Just hope that he/she was not too harsh. :)

Easy and Hard.

It is always easy to make mistake. This is why we are taught to take and forgive.
It is real hard to make no mistake. This is why I am proud of you.


-n-