The Yu~

Finally~

2011-11-11T11:53:00.003-06:00

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3rd day of business~ so far so good~

I can accept comments, I can make changes, I can make it better, I can make it works.

I can do all these, but what I need is,

chance.

Don't give up after trying first time,

give me at least 3 times,

I will make it best for you.

:)

I love to cook, I have the passion to make my food nice. I love people enjoy my food. I like to add in new stuffs~ I want to make it special~ and also, I love to see people satisfying face after dine in my restaurant~

Thank you for the chances,

if you are not satisfied, give me some time, I am sure the next time you come, It will be better~

I shouldnt studied CH E. hahhahaha~

but CH E made me realized, an outcome on a process, need to go through a lot of filtration, separation, pump UP!, amplify, to make it best in quality.

apply it in my life~

-n-

holly molly~

2011-10-18T06:33:00.003-05:00

back to hometown for about 10 days, and got DRUNK for 5 days, drank 9/10 days.

is insane i know~

but i had so much fun! fun that i couldnt find in KL.

something new detzuneh~

and get to know a lot of new people,

get to know more in depth about my hometown's culture.

this is totally different compare to the time when i was still in high school~

ah ah~

getting older and older~

need some big changes to surprise ourselves.

or maybe I should say,

need some big changes to REFRESH ourselves~

miss those time, when I get a new pencil box i will be happy for 2 weeks. so easy right?

aight that's it for now.

-n-

meet up - break up

2011-10-06T23:51:00.002-05:00

I miss everyone, I want to see everyone,

but after seeing them, we need to say goodbye again.

Dilemma.

"The world has lost a visionary. And there may be no greater tribute to Steve's success than the fact that much of the world learned of his passing on a device he invented." —President Obama tonight on the passing of Steve Jobs

RIP

-n-

mini~ cat~ minimao~

2011-10-05T13:53:00.001-05:00

"single but not alone" quoted - OC

amazing

love it

and it's so

TRUE.

-n-

ah ah~

2011-10-05T12:42:00.003-05:00

back to hometown,

feels good~

but why everytime i am back i have to be drunk!

-______-

something missing.

when can it be completed?

the missing piece if too hard to find, i need help!

-n-

awww~

2011-10-03T11:19:00.001-05:00

very tired, kinda busy, i need to escape,

hope that after 3 years, i will a lot of free time but at the same time earn a lot of money,

so i can travel~

arrghh,

tired.

stop.

-n-

change. again.

2011-10-02T14:47:00.004-05:00

graduated as a chemical engineer,

work as banker,

and now going to be a chef~

my career change dramatically.

good or bad?

I dont know, but one thing im sure, i am doing something i like, something i want.

so no matter it is good or bad,

i will have no regret~

new shop is in progress, everything seems good, so if nothing goes wrong, it will be opened in the end of month or latest by november~ :))

looking forward~

but, say goodbye to my night life. is time to life like a normal people. -__-||

I DONT WANT! hahahaha~

is ok~ this is life isnt it? :))

aight~

ciaoz~

-n-

2011

2011-10-02T14:33:00.023-05:00

KL :)

-n-

mahh ridee~ :)

2011-09-16T04:35:00.002-05:00

XD

2011-09-16T03:48:00.002-05:00

Oh well~

It is alive again~ but it is not yuyu's bloggie anymore~

Is The Yu~ one and only Mr Yu~

Living a beautiful life ~

and

pursuing my target~

the best is,

achieving 1 by 1~ :)

Is not a bad thing to be back here, it shows that,

Yu is back~ :)

-n-

Stop.

2010-12-06T01:19:00.004-06:00

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this place started because of you,

now i don't see any reason why this place should be continued.

it ends because of you.

Yuyu's blog - 3rd November 2008 - 6th November 2010. RIP

-n-

End

2010-11-11T03:54:00.002-06:00

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Is it the end?

The end of something = the start of something else?

I dont know.

We'll see.

And well,

I... miss her.

a lot.

:(

-n-

bye

2010-09-30T12:56:00.000-05:00

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bye

-n-

Sales engineer VS next year Service Engineer offer.

2010-09-02T11:34:00.002-05:00

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Sales engineer in KL,

or

Service engineer in SG (offer for next year March)

Which would you choose?

ASKDJ LKAJD Kjdklajlkd jlkads

I am not ready to stay in KL for long term. Sales engineer will make big money at least 6 months later, 6 months for me to build up the network, and also technical knowledge and selling skills.

So, if i am going to SG in 6 months time,

should I start my career as a Sales engineer in Shah Alam?

ksaj dklaj skdjklas dj

Anyone, tell me what to do...

kasdj lkajsd kd

-n-

New Start~

2010-08-23T12:33:00.003-05:00

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Going to start working while waiting, for 6 months, before I officially start my career as a service engineer. I can choose not to do anything~ but i am too bored.. i need to work! why 6 months!~~!!!~ zzz

looking forward!!!

:)

-n-

omg...

2010-08-01T13:27:00.002-05:00

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this place is really being abandoned by me...

I wish I had more ideas and i wish i had more things to blog.

recently, things went pretty well~ an interview follow by another interview.

From KL -> Melaka -> Kluang -> JB.

but SG.. not really... zzzz

so, if i chose to work in Msia, which route should I go. $$$ or "Engineer"? Hard to decide.. seriously.. yar, $$$ is legal, dun worry oliver. i know what u think. haha~

i will see.. going for $$$, i will be doing something that not related to me.
If i accepted the offer of Process engineer in Kimberly Clark, I would stuck in Kluang... I don't want!

haihz.. is always hard to decide~ but after August 21th (100th day's ceremony) I am pretty much free. I can be anywhere I like. So now, $$$ or "engineer" ? Auuuurhhhgg.....

-n-

I am back~

2010-07-06T12:56:00.003-05:00

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A lot of things happened after I left Ames. I am in Malaysia now. Seriously speaking, I don't like here. I need a lot a lot of time to get used to this place. A lot of things changed.. life changed the most. I almost couldn't recognize myself. I am trying to fit myself in this place, so, don't think that I am just good in complaining. I had a lot of bad things ever since I came back. I will fix it, and it will be good.

Thank you for all my friends and family who have been around when I need them. And Thank you to my ladyeil.

Hope that I will get back in track real soon. It had passed the important 49 days since my dad passed away, and next would be 100th days. So, I am pretty much done here, and able to focus on JOB real soon! :)

Allright, this is life. I need to face the real world, I need to take whatever that had happened. I will be good~ :)

hopefully i will have more time to write more here. I miss US, I miss Ames, and I miss everybody in Ames. Yar yar, move on, i know. But I can miss right? haha~

ciaoz~

-n-

200th post~

2010-04-30T02:32:00.002-05:00

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Yoyo~ after about 1.5 years of blogging, this is the 200th post~

Different thing about 100th and 200th, is I am in Msia instead of US.

Time flies~ Change is the only constant.

So,

is about time for Spring 2010 final, good luck everybody~

I miss you guys~ XD

-n-

Say Goodbye to Ames, Iowa.

2010-04-20T05:56:00.003-05:00

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:)

Rightz, it has been a while since the last time I write on my blog.. and also, it was closed for pretty darn long. :)

Whenever I started writing, you would know, either something extremely good, or the other way.

Unfortunaly, this time gotta be the other way...

Yea yea~ I am actually a little bit late to write this post.. Already 2-3 weeks since I left~ How's Ames? How's 6326? How's my housemate AKA SHG? How are 201, 102, 106, 005? How's bear doing? (Do u guys remember to feed him?) How's my bike? How's my ex car? How's my kitchen? (Do u guys cook?) How's my room? How's my stuffs? How's FC? How's trip street? How's Hyvee? How's Wall mart? How's Perkins? How's Kingland? How's everything everything everything in Ames? I feel like to know, and I am so eager to find out.

Kluang, Johor, My current location.. It is not a great town..

I couldn't stand the weather.. and a lot of other stuffs here..
The only great thing about coming back to Msia is to see my family, and we did take some family Reunion photos. :)

I don't want to change my clock, my laptop time still US central time zone.. my watch too..

but,

Yesterday, I already changed my watch to Malaysia time. I need to get used to this. Time heals, I always always believe that..

If I am able to get back to US, I will. 120% yes. :)

It was not a long time, but not short time either..

3 and a half years in Ames,

So much laughters,
so much happiness,
so many friends,
valuable and unforgetable memories,
Once in a life time experience of Uni life,
Road trips~,
snow wars,
food wars,
gathering,
drink like no class in the following month,
great great moments,
tears,

The moment before I went up to the escalator in Des Moines Airport still so clearly in my mind. Is clear until like it happens in front of me right now.

I promised myself not to drop any tears, but I failed. gallons of them leaked out without my consent..

:)

Instead of saying that as tears of sadness, I would say it is tears of Joy. Why should I feel sad? So many of my friends sent me to the airport, and so many of them were in my farewell dinner, what else could I asked from them? :)

These few years,

Thank you everyone for taking care of me, being my good friends, and forgive all my mistakes~

Hope I can make it back in near future.

Even if I failed, we will definitely be able to hang out again in the future.

:)

Goodbye eveybody, goodbye Ames.

goodbye...

-n-

Anger 2

2010-01-27T17:42:00.000-06:00

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There are much more to be learned!! XD

Anger is a strong emotion of displeasure caused by some type of grievance that is either real or perceived to be real by a person. The cognitive behavior theory attributes anger to several factors such as past experiences, behavior learned from others, genetic predispositions, and a lack of problem-solving ability. To put it more simply, anger is caused by a combination of two factors: an irrational perception of reality (“It has to be done my way”) and a low frustration point (“It’s my way or no way”). Anger is an internal reaction that is perceived to have a external cause. Angry people almost always blame their reactions on some person or some event, but rarely do they realize that the reason they are angry is because of their irrational perception of the world. Angry people have a certain perception and expectation of the world that they live in and when that reality does not meet their expectation of it, then they become angry.

It is important to understand that not all anger is unhealthy. Anger is one of our most primitive defense mechanisms that protects and motivates us from being dominated or manipulated by others. It gives us the added strength, courage, and motivation needed to combat injustice done against us or to others that we love. However, if anger is left uncontrolled and free to take over the mind and body at any time, then anger becomes destructive.

Why We Need to Control Anger

Just like a person who is under the control of a street drug—-a person under the influence of anger cannot rationalize, comprehend, or make good decisions because anger distorts logical reasoning into blind emotion. You become unable to think clearly and your emotions take control of your actions. Physiologically speaking, anger enacts the fight or flight response in our brain, which increases our blood pressure and releases adrenaline into our bloodstream, thereby increasing our strength and pain threshold. Anger makes us think of only two things: (1) Defend, or (2) Attack. Neither of these options facilitates a good negotiation.

Internal Sources of Anger

Our internal sources of anger come from our irrational perceptions of reality. Psychologists have identified four types of thinking that contribute to anger.

1. Emotional reasoning. People who reason emotionally misinterpret normal events and things that other people say as being directly threatening to their needs and goals. People who use emotional reasoning tend to become irritated at something innocent that other people tell them because they perceive it as an attack on themselves. Emotional reasoning can lead to dysfunctional anger in the long run.

2. Low frustration tolerance. All of us at some point have experienced a time where our tolerance for frustration was low. Often stress-related anxiety lowers our tolerance for frustration and we begin to perceive normal things as threats to our well-being or threats to our ego.

3. Unreasonable expectations. When people make demands, they see things as how they should be and not as they really are. This lowers their frustration tolerance because people who have unreasonable expectations expect others to act a certain way, or for uncontrollable events to behave in a predictable manner. When these things do not go their way, then anger, frustration, and eventually depression set in.

4. People-rating. People-rating is an anger-causing type of thinking where the person applies a derogatory label on someone else. By rating someone as a “bitch” or a “bastard,” it dehumanizes them and makes it easier for them to become angry at the person.

External Sources Of Anger

There are a hundreds of internal and external events that can make us angry, but given the parameters of a negotiating situation, we can narrow these factors down to four general events.

1. The person makes personal attacks against us. The other side attacks you along with the problem in the form of verbal abuse.

2. The person attacks our ideas. The other side chops down our ideas, opinions, and options.

3. The person threatens our needs. The person threatens to take away a basic need of ours if they do not get their way i.e. “I’ll make sure you’ll never work in this city again.”

4. We get frustrated. Our tolerance level for getting things done might be low or affected by any number of environmental factors in our lives.

Factors That Lower Our Frustration Tolerance

1. Stress / Anxiety. When our stress-level increases, our tolerance for frustration decreases. This is why there are so many domestic disputes and divorces over financial problems.

2. Pain. Physical and emotional pain lowers our frustration tolerance. This is because we are so focused on taking care of our survival needs, that we do not have time for anything or anyone else.

3. Drugs / Alcohol. Drugs and alcohol affect how our brain processes information and can make a person more irritable or bring forward repressed emotions or memories that can trigger anger.

4. Recent irritations. Recent irritations can also be called “having a bad day.” It’s the little irritations that add up during the course of the day that lower our tolerance for frustration. Recent irritations can be: stepping in a puddle, spilling coffee on your shirt, being late for work, being stuck in a traffic jam, having a flat tire.

Recognizing the Physiological Signs of Anger

By recognizing the physiological signs of anger, we can attune ourselves to know when it is time to take measures to make sure that our level of anger does not get out of control. Here are some symptoms of anger:

1. Unconscious tensing of muscles, especially in the face and neck.

2. Teeth grinding

3. Breathing rate increases dramatically

4. Face turns red and veins start to become visible due to an increase in blood pressure

5. Face turns pale

6. Sweating

7. Feeling hot or cold

8. Shaking in the hands

9. Goosebumps

10. Heart rate increases

11. Adrenaline is released into your system creating a surge of power.

Am I Right to be Angry?

Damn right you are. You have your own perception and expectation of the world that you live in and when the reality that you live in fails to meet your expectations, then yes you have the right to be angry. Afterall, if everyone thought alike, then the world would be a pretty dull place to live. You are going to run into situations that you don’t enjoy. You are going to run into people who don’t respect your views and ideas. The feeling of anger is totally justified according to your beliefs and so don’t repress or deny those feelings.

Having to right to feel angry does not mean that you have the right to lash out in anger by attacking the other person. You can’t change the views of other people to conform to your own because, like you, they have their own right to uphold their view of the world. The best thing you can do is recognize your anger and focus it on the problem instead of your counterpart.

Key Points

Being angry or frustrated is just like being under the influence of a drug. It prevents you from rationalizing and thinking logically.

Anger is caused by a combination of an irrational perception of reality and a low frustration point.

Anger is a natural response and you have every right to be angry, but you must learn to keep that anger in check during a negotiation because once you react in any negotiation, then you lose the agreement.

-n-

Anger

2010-01-27T17:27:00.003-06:00

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Just realized something,

I can't change anything in the past, but I can choose what to change in the future~

How to manage anger? http://eqi.org/anger.htm

Perhaps the most helpful thing to remember about anger is that it is a secondary emotion. A primary feeling is what is felt immediately before we feel angry. We always feel something else first before we get angry.

We might first feel afraid, attacked, offended, disrespected, forced, trapped, or pressured. If any of these feelings are intense enough, we think of the emotion as anger.

Geneally speaking, secondary feelings do not identify the unmet emotional need (UEN). When all I can say is "I feel angry," neither I nor any one else knows what would help me feel better. A helpful technique, then, is to always identify the primary emotion.

Here is an example. Assume someone wants us to do something we prefer not to do. At first we feel a little pressured, but not enough to get angry. When they keep pushing us, we begin to get irritated. If they continue, we get "angry". Such anger damages often relationships. One suggestion on how to avoid getting angry in this case would be to express your initial feeling by saying "I feel pressured" before the feeling has escalated to the point of destructive anger. If the person respects your feelings and does not

them, they may stop their pressure. Even if they do not, I believe it is helpful to know what the specific feeling is. Knowing exactly how we feel with others and why helps us in several ways. First it raises our self-awareness in general. Second, it helps us communicate more precisely. Third, it helps us learn more quickly who respects our feelings and who we want to spend time with.

Anger as a Response to Fear

One of the primitive functions of an animal's response to fear is to frighten away the attacker. But in modern human life, we often frighten away those who we need and care about most. Besides this, prolonged anger has clear health consequences. According to Dr. Herbert Benson, these include heart attacks, hardening of the arteries, strokes, hypertension, high blood pressure, heart rate changes and metabolism, muscle and respiratory problems. (The Relaxation Response, 1975)

Responding To and Learning From Anger

Anger is an intense emotion. It is evidence that we feel strongly about something. As with every emotion, it has a lesson for us. It can teach us what we value, what we need, what we lack, what we believe and what our insecurities are. It can help us become more aware of what we feel strongly about and which emotional needs are important to us. One way to learn from anger is shown in the example below:

Instead of saying,

She never should have done that. I can't believe how irresponsible, insensitive and inconsiderate she is. What a cold- hearted, evil witch she is.

a more productive response is:

I am really upset by this. Why does it bother me so much? What specifically am I feeling? What are my primary feelings? What need do I have that is not being met? What principles of mine have been violated?

From the answers to these questions, we can decide what course of action to take in view of what our goals are. Simply being aware that we have multiple options and that we can decide to pick the best one helps soothe the anger. It may help, for instance, to ask if we really want to frighten away the person we are angry at. As soon as we "upshift" and begin to think about our options and their consequences, and make appropriate plans, we start to feel more in control and less threatened. We get out of the automatic stimulus-response mode and realize that we have choices.

There is a quote which goes like this:

Between stimulus and response, there is a space. In that space lies our freedom and power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and freedom. - Victor Frankl, Man's Search for Meaning (bookstore)

It may be helpful for us to try to widen this space over our lives, and in fact this may be one of the signs of wisdom and maturity. It may give us an increased sense of control

Simply remembering that we have a choice helps us feel more in control. I have found it helpful, for example, to identify when I am feeling provoked. Once I realize this I feel more in control of my response. Not surprisingly, studies show that people feel better and are healthier when they have a sense of control over their lives. This is where the balance between upper brain and lower brain comes in. High EQ suggests that we channel our anger in productive ways to help us achieve our goals rather than to sabotage them. Keeping our goals clearly in mind at all times helps us accomplish this.

Here are some suggestions for responding to your anger:

1. Ask what you are afraid of.
2. Ask what feelings preceded the anger.
3. Ask what other feelings you are feeling.
4. Ask what you are trying to control.
5. Ask what you can control.
6. Consider your options.
7. Choose the one which will bring you the most long term happiness.

Finally, here is a technique I sometimes use to help me cope with "anger" (if I haven't already "downshifted" to a purely reactive animal instinct state). When I catch myself starting to say "I feel angry" or "I am starting to get really pissed off," I say instead, "I feel really energized." Then I ask myself how I want to channel my energy to its best use. It is a simple little technique, but sometimes it has made a big difference in how I feel and how I respond.

So from this, we can see that a lot of people having anger problem. :P

Maybe I should do more gym so I won't have spare energy to get angry... HOHO~ :)

-n-

Working...

2010-01-27T17:22:00.002-06:00

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Boring job..

Not challenging..

No future..

No money..

I need ONE opportunity. Just ONE, I will take it!

so,

when is my opportunity coming?

-n-

Allright

2010-01-09T13:33:00.002-06:00

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Life goes on.

Curiosity Vs Peace.

I would choose peace.

:)

cos I choose to believe you, and I choose not to mess up a nicely decorated tiramisu. It would be such a waste to do so.

-n-

Like

2010-01-09T04:19:00.005-06:00

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Like,

Yea. of course I like. I like to know a lot of stuffs. I love to hear new stuffs, I love to find more information about the stuffs I am interested in to fulfill my curiosity.

And

I always get to fulfill my needs. I would eventually find out more than I expect. I have the skills to look for new stuffs, I crave to get them.

Yet

I got them, so nowWhat.com? Should I prove it? I got it with my instinct. I have 1000 ways to find out the truth. THE problem is, SHOULD I DO IT? What if the result proved me that I was correct. I am not a holy saint but, I am not an evil devil too. Just because I want to know, I discover something I don't need to know. Maybe I know too much.

I can ask him, if i dont get something I wanted to know.
I can ask her, and if i still dont get what I wanted to know,

I can ask his HER.

I have thousands of questions to prove myself.

Did you do that during this time?
Did you do this during that time?

These questions is good enough to prove me wrong or right.

I hope I was wrong. I hope it didn't happen. I really hope so.

However,

unfortunately,

according to my past experience,

or more specifically and scientifically speaking,

the statistic of my instinct in these kind of stuffs was pretty damn high.

So far, almost 95% was correct. Don't doubt me. It was correct especially when I doubt to ask or prove it. Because I don't want it to happen. No joke. No shit.

If that was the 5%, I would gladly, happily accept that I was wrong. I really hope this is the result.

Please don't let me go for further investigation. I would do it. And, I would be able to prove it. I don't want to make it ugly. Scratches and holes inside would never be recovered.

SO, what should I do?

You tell me. Face to face.

or, both of you.
Or if you want, if you are not guilty, 3 of you.

I will be proud to be your listener. Of course, one of the main reason is to fulfill my curiosity.

P.S : I hate to be a curious guy. I screw things up.

-n-

4000 miles

2010-01-06T01:09:00.002-06:00

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it was that far.
haha~

too tired to talk about it..

laterz~

-n-

end of road trip~

2010-01-05T10:08:00.001-06:00

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key-west!! I will miss you..

next destination would be texas~

XD

-n-

6326

2009-12-26T09:23:00.003-06:00

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I miss Freddy time.

I miss 202 time.

Oliver left. Ziting hardly come back.

Left me, and chris.

Kudut always napping.

Really left 2 of us?

I miss those days.

especially ziting, when are you going to cook me pasta that i dont like to eat again? when are we going to play dota again? when are we going to chat other than nancy and her problems? when are we going to play poker again? when are you going to party with us without leaving early? when are we going to have a reunion dinner that ONLY us? when are we going to hang out more often like last time, the good old time?

oliver and chris, all the best in your coming job.

kudut faster graduate!

ziting, all the best with nancy and your coming semester~

gambateh 6326! Mery Christmas and a Happy new year~~

we should really hang out more often.

I love you guys.

yuyu-

-n-

One time.

2009-12-15T12:55:00.002-06:00

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Just one time. Please...

Ace of Spade, I will get my Royal Flush.

GAMBATEH YU!!!

MICHELIN!!!!!!

-n-

...

2009-12-07T20:57:00.002-06:00

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new major, new I-20. need to wait 9 months before you can apply for CPT or OPT. Amazing.

-n-

should i happy?

2009-12-07T13:22:00.002-06:00

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they accepted me..

but i am not happy at all?? why??

any company that I applied for full-time, please contact me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...

argh..

no more time..

i need to apply opt in 10 days, if not i gg.

or maybe, i just take another major, and accept them.

why is it so hard to decide.

ok.. i will wait till end of the week...

...
...
...

come on.

-n-

Fiuuhh~

2009-12-05T21:21:00.000-06:00

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This place is a good good place for me to calm down.

Seriously.

Feeling much more better now.

Hoho~

-n-

so..

2009-12-04T21:59:00.001-06:00

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Had an interview with Kingland..

that was pretty nice..

i have no choice..

if they accepted me, and no other things i can do..

i will take it!

:)

-n-

Recently..

2009-11-19T05:06:00.005-06:00

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What have I been doing recently?

- time wasting stuffs.
- wasting time thinking unnecessary stuffs.

I injured my leg twice, first was soccer, then basketball. I am old..

soccer.

basketball, i sprained my ankle, it swollen to shit. i forgot where did i save the pics.

Then,

Dealing with the petition.

waited 3 weeks.

They approved it. on 27th oct.

Then,

life continue.

lifeless.

doing nothing much.

thinking of getting OPT.

But,

Scared wasted it.

then thinking of taking another major.

IE most probably, is quite interesting.

Or.

Business. Marketing.

then,

I talked to my parents. They didn't seems happy to hear that. They WANT me to go back.

Never asked me what I want,

waiting for their reply.

wao wao.

Then.

My friend, Shikee Ng, came for a week.

We went Des Moines. We went to downtown, and went to Des Moines Library. For the first time after I've been here for 3 years..

Then..

We went to MN.

For Paopao.. unfortunately we couldn't join her party. But we hang out for whole day.

Then..

life goes on.

I went nuts after dunno how many glasses of wine.

then my friend went back to Irvine,CA.

Few days gone.

just like that.

Registered JobSteet Account.

Looking for job in Malaysia/singapore/hongkong.

Just apply 3. Got one interview.

Skype wor.

so,

means what?

I sent 300 in US. I got shit.

I sent 3 to sg, I got 1 interview.

Fuck me.

You want me to go home?

really?

come on.

give me one more chance.

HERE.

then,

life will continue.

I dunno where would I be in a month.

Or 2.

we'll see.

hopefully not in SG. Or Msia. Or heaven/hell.

Hopefully in US, with 120 interviews ahead.

ciaoz.

sorry for wasting your time to read this long ass shit.

I am just lost.

I am frustrated.

I am very eager to get a job here.

or stay here.

Let me stay.

-n-

I aint like it no more.

2009-10-26T02:48:00.002-05:00

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It had accompanied me for 12 years.

I don't like it anymore.

I can live with/without it.

So,

I chose to ditch it.

I just found that I am not depending on it anymore.

It sounds funny, weird, or even stupid.

But, I am going to stop.

Bye my friend.

It had been great while it lasted.

-n-

DONT BELIEVE YOUR DEGREE AUDIT!!! CHECK IT 1000 TIMES YOURSELF!!

2009-10-07T16:54:00.004-05:00

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Do you guys see the "OK" sign on the left of my degree audit?

Yea, I see it too..

The top part, Relig 105 has transferred since Spring 2007. I didn't even look at it, because it was transferred!! However, MY adviser, just told me THAT, this course is not transferable because it is not a C or above.

After almost 3 years, NOW, they tell me, you need to take 3 credit hours to fulfill the graduation requirement.

Argh...

They checked my degree audit last semester, and they told me, "Looks like you are good to graduate~"

I don't know what to say..

I should have checked it myself...

-n-

...

2009-10-06T18:01:00.000-05:00

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Look at that..

Employment rate-

Civil engineers	256,000
Mechanical engineers	227,000
Industrial engineers	201,000
Electrical engineers	153,000
Electronics engineers, except computer	138,000
Aerospace engineers	90,000
Computer hardware engineers	79,000
Environmental engineers	54,000
Chemical engineers	30,000

...

-n-

My baby's pic~

2009-10-02T15:27:00.001-05:00

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Is he cute???

XD

***picture taken by paopao***

XD

-n-

Is here!

2009-10-02T02:50:00.001-05:00

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My baby is here!

I will not be free for few weeks!

Time to play around with my baby!

All day long,

All day night!

!!!

-n-

Before I leave.

2009-10-01T00:01:00.002-05:00

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There are hell lot of places that I want to visit before I leave US!

Hell lot of things that I want to try!

I have no more chance If i didn't do it before I leave~ Who knows, I might have to leave this place end of this year? Hope not~ but It might be! So DO IT!

HUAHAHAHA!

-n-

Maybe...

2009-09-30T23:15:00.002-05:00

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It is about time for me to face some major changes in my life. I have been dealing with it ever since I have graduated from college. However, it has not reached the point that I need to make major decision.

1) Go home
2) Keep looking for job, which is what I have been doing.
3) Get a job, by hook or by crook.

I have been doing number 2. What I need to do now is to choose between 1 and 3. I have decided to go for number 3.

God Bless ME.

-n-

LOL?

2009-09-27T07:02:00.002-05:00

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HONG KONG : An intoxicated Gary Cao got into a fight not once, but twice in one night with good friend Hong Kong singer-songwriter Justin Lo.

According to media reports, the first incident occurred outside a bar in the Central district. The singers then took a taxi to Harcourt Road where another fight erupted.

Photographs and video footage of the two exchanging blows can be seen on the Internet.

This public spat has upset fans and the two have been blamed for being poor role models for youths. Some have even accused Cao for being an “irresponsible father”.

Cao went to a pub with Lo and some friends during the wee hours of Wednesday morning, said reports. After several drinks, the Malaysian-born Cao left and was soon seen exchanging words and fists with Lo.

Hong Kong’s Oriental Daily News reported that Cao punched Lo, 33, until he collapsed on the side of the road.

The pair, along with two male friends, then left in a taxi but the ride stopped short when the Malaysian singer apparently got out and yelled at the passengers inside not before kicking one of them believed to be Lo.

A furious-looking Cao then brandished a road sign and seemed like he was ready to attack Lo when he was intervened by another friend. After talking for several minutes, the group dispersed and the singers went their separate ways.

Cao, 30, and Lo, better known as Zak Tin, are known to be good friends while the latter is the godfather of Cao's one-year-old son. Denying that they were both drunk when the incidents occurred, Lo maintained that he was not injured despite receiving several blows.

- CNA/nc

Check this out before the video is remove from YouTube! Someone took it LIFE!
http://www.88news.net/2009/09/26/gary-cao-justin-lo-fighting/#more-4458

-n-

yea.

2009-09-25T01:35:00.000-05:00

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Good to hear that.

Good Luck.

:)

-n-

To PaoPao.

2009-09-23T22:54:00.002-05:00

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PaoPao,

Be happy,

Be strong,

Ever since I know you, you haven't really happy...

so,

once in a while, don't think about anything, be happy.

:)

Anything unhappy, let me know, i can go to MN, give you a tight HUG.

:)

-n-

BB

2009-09-18T21:59:00.002-05:00

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Basketball is quite fun!

1) Football
2) Basketball
3) Volleyball!

XD

sports is good, but gym is always on top of these.

BUT no time to go gym!! zzz

-n-

You thought?

2009-09-15T17:45:00.011-05:00

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You thought,

They talked behind him?
They don't want to go?
They are not capable?
They are not willing to change?
Because of one person, they become nothing?
Because of one person, they don't know what to do?
They never think before they decide?

That's probably what YOU thought. ( I am not sure, if you are not, no offense, and leave this post alone.)

However,
Let me tell you, what THEY are.

They never talked anything behind him, never told anyone about it, THey kept it for themselves.
They want to go, they love that place like we do. They are 120% willing to go.
They are capable, very capable.
They are willing to change, and they did try to change.
They won't just because of one person, they do nothing, become nothing. You were not them, they are all adult, they knew and know what they are doing.
They know what they should do, and of course, they are actually more capable than we thought. A lot of stuffs, if they really wanted to mess it up, it can be worse. But they didn't, because they know what they are doing.
They thought for a really long time before they decided what to do. If they think that is the best for them, just let it be. Not big deal right?

Now, let me tell you what I thought.

I have never seen them talking about it this Fall 09.
I know they wanted to go, and I will support them. You think I never talked to them before? Go check out cybird's blog, "empty saturday", I supported them, as long as they are happy. And I believe that place still a GOOD place. As long as they are happy, I will stand by them no matter what the decision is.
I think they are capable.
I saw their changes.
They are still something. You don't know a lot of things. No one tell you. They know you don't want to get involve, and they never wanted to talk about it to anyone else. Is between us. We are close friend, so i don't mind to listen (last semester).
I know they are not Stupid, they know exactly what they want. If not, why would they went last week?
I know they took a long time to decide, after a lot of considerations, You think that is easy? Is hard decision. Very hard decision. But, the main purpose here is to study, enough stress from education, that is a place to release some stress, of course, if there was stress, usually are not a big deal. Have you ever felt stress in that place? Frankly, I have never.

Since already decided, Respect their decision. Whatever you wanted to say, I have probably said it before you, long long long time ago. I might not be objective? Maybe, but I did my best.

As a friend, I would say as long as my friends happy, I will be happier. Some more, they are not doing something wrong, if leaving that place can settle down a lot of conflicts, it might be a good decision as well.

Extra -
If one day, you don't feel like telling your friend. Because he/she would definitely NOT support you, who are you going to talk to? The support here, is not stand beside them and angry with them or whatsoever, is respect them, Respect their decision.

I am who I am, they are who they are, and You are who you are. Different human being, different thinking.

Of course I understand your motive, you are trying to help, trying to be objective.
But
Sometimes, for people who don't really understand you, being objective = Fake, for them.
And
Sometimes, it is not necessary to be objective. If you want to take everything objectively, I am sure you will have a lot of friends, but how many of them are real?

No matter what, it is not a big deal for me.

I know what is wrong, my definition of friends and yours are different.
For me, as long as you are my brother, you are my good good friend, I will be biased, I will help you even you are wrong. I will be angry if someone tried to mess up with you. I will be angry if someone tried to make use of you, as long as someone try to hurt you, I am willing to stand in front of you, help you to take most of the damage.

This is friendship, brotherhood in my definition.
As long as I think that person worth me to sacrifice, why not? Of course you are one of them.

If you are not happy, why would you do it? This is not a job. This is volunteering. Even a job, why would you stay there when your boss is useless and stupid, you won't get anything from him, change job for your brighter future.

No big deal.

-n-

Yes~ I did it!

2009-09-13T05:05:00.002-05:00

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I was talking to myself, asking myself the same question over and over again,

"Is my hot temper gonna follow me forever? I really can't change it?"

I just answered myself about an hour ago.

I can do it. It was worse than anything I've been through in malaysia, and I was pretty calm. I did it! I am better than yesterday, and I am sure I will be better tomorrow! XD

Is like laying down a Pocket Queens Preflop for me. So hard! But, once you did it, and you found that you actually did a good lay down to Aces, that feeling is amazing~

Is like the best Bak Kut Teh in the world.

Is like the best Dota game ever,

Is like the best shit you have ever tried in you life! seriously!

XD

-n-

长大吧。

2009-09-12T15:28:00.001-05:00

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做好自己本分，

不要再做无谓的小动作。

为了团队，为了队友，为了自己，

你应该是时候长大了。

弱智也会长大，只是比别人慢。

难道你，弱智都不如？

-N-

The blower's Daugther - Damien Rice.

2009-09-08T21:40:00.002-05:00

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Very nice song. Very very nice.

Live acoustic version.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

-n-

I am not a WHore - Lmfao

2009-09-08T17:05:00.000-05:00

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I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
But I like to do it

Most girls I meet are quite savage
Always tryna' grab up on my package
The say I look yummy and they want a taste
But I'm a human not a sandwhich.

Sometimes I feel like llcooljay
I make love not not wear them bootay
But every girl I try to get to know
Ends up tryin to do me
I said

I am not a whore
I am not a whore
But I like to do it

Sometimes, I just wanna dance
Girl I know yah like my style
But get your hand outta my pants

I am not a whore
(No no no)
I am not a whore
(not your hoe)
I am not a whore
(I just love the music)
I am not a whore
(But I like to do it)

I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore
I am not a whore

-n-

Chicago Six Flags!@

2009-09-08T15:13:00.003-05:00

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Songness
+
Raging Bull
+
Vertical Velocity
+
Basketball
+
HOTEL ROOM SERVICE

I want everybody to stop what they're doing. Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight, make some noise...
Meet me at the hotel room [x4]

[Chorus]
Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

She like that freaky stuff, 2 in the oh! and 1 in the ah!, that kinky stuff, you nasty, but I like your type and like TI its whatever you like. Bring your girls its whatever tonight, your man just left, i'm the plumber tonight, i'll check your pipes, oh, you the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty that gushy stuff, let me tell you what we gon do. 2 + 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first!

[Chorus]

after party in the hotel lobby,
then we off to the room like vroom! put them fingers in your mouth uh open up yout blouse and pull that g-string down south oooo! OK shawty, 1's company, 2's a crowd, and 3's a party. your girl ain't with it, I got somebody, and by nature she's naughty. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty, that gushy stuff. let me tell you what we gon do, 2 + 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we gonna go 3 and 3, you gon undress me. Then we gonna go 4 and 4, we gon freak some more! But first...

[Chorus]

I'm in Chicago Trick

When I step on the scene
Yall know me, cause I walk with a limp
Like a old school pimp o real o g
I'm rocking vans
I'm in the sand
I've a got a red bull and vodka up in my hand
Hay, you're looking kind of cute in that poke dot bikini, giiiiiiiirl
Hay, this is what I want to do take of that poke dot bikini, giiiiiiirl

[Chorus:]
Drink all day
Play all night
Let's get it poppin
I'm in Miami bitch
Drink all day
Play all night
Let's get it poppin in Miami bitch

Everybody on smash, smash
Hands in the air, air
I'm feelin on her ass, ass
Like a nigga don't care. Like a nigga don't care
I've gotta a plan what's your sale
We playing naked twister back in my hotel
Hay, you're looking kind of cute in that poke dot bikini, giiiiiiiirl
Hay, this is what I want to do take of that poke dot bikini, giiiiiiiiiirl

[Chorus]
Drink all day
Play all night
Let's get it poppin
I'm in Miami bitch
Drink all day
Play all night
Let's get it poppin in Miami bitch

Get your hands up
Put that ass up
Get your hands up
I'm in Miami bitch
Put put that ass up
I'm in Miami bitch
Get yo get yo get yo get yo hands up
Put that put that put that put that ass up
Get yo get yo get yo get yo hands up
Put that put that put that put that ass up
Get yo get get yo hands
Put put put put that ass up
Put that ass up put that ass up
I'm in Miami bitch
Oooooooooooooooooooooo

It's Mornin time and the girls still there
They lying naked with some asses in the air
Anna wants it bad she's got some big kahunas
But I say I'll be back gotta get some more coronas
Hay, you're looking kind of cute in that poke dot bikini, girl
Hay, this is what I want to do take of that poke dot bikini, girl

[Chorus]
Drink all day
Play all night
Let's get it poppin
I'm in Miami bitch
Drink all day
Play all night
Let's get it poppin in Miami bitch

Get your hands up
Put that ass up
Get you hands up
I'm in Miami bitch
Put put that ass up
I'm in Miami bitch
Get yo get yo get yo get yo hands up
Put that put that put that put that ass up
Get yo get yo get yo get yo hands up
Put that put that put that put that ass up
Get yo get get yo hands
Put put put put that ass up
Put that ass up put that ass up
I'm in Miami bitch

This is all about CHICAGO SIX FLAGS! SONGNess@

-n-

Miracle come back.

2009-09-04T02:16:00.005-05:00

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Yesterday, 3th september 2009,

I went to Meskwaki Casino to join the weekly tournament. The Buy-in for the tournament is $30. Unfortunately, during the journey, I was fined by po po due to speeding. It cost me $100.50.

I was considered as losing $130.50 because I lost the tournament as well.
It was kinda depressing.

I was kinda on-tilt and I wanted to win back the money I lost.

Therefore, I on my fulltilt poker, and I found that I still have $12 left. Then with that $12, I joined a 45 players Sit n Go tournament.

Miraculously, I wasn't going crazy with my chips, and I played more carefully than any other time.

AND,

I won the tourney! XD

I got back $171! So, I am not losing anything, and win about $35!! YES LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think the following item brought me some luck! hehe~ Thank you again! It was really good desert!

!!!

It was a great day~ Poker marathon! Yes!

!!!

XD

-n-

ermm..

2009-09-01T18:17:00.003-05:00

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Few things..

1) Chicago Six Flags Trip ALL ready. Everything is good.

2) Work sucks. Still looking for job. Sent 14 resumes yesterday.

3) 202 not 202. Is clean. Super.

4) Room, looks bigger, more space. Like it.

5) Miss Malaysia. Family. Food. BoyFriends. GirlFriends.

6) Life. Quite relaxing, quite stressful.

7) Speaker gone. Looking for new speaker, but not for my desktop. For toilet.

8) Just got paycheck. Horrible. But more than enough for Six Flags.

9) New Febreze. Room smells good.

10) No couch, but a new corner full of comforter. Pretty nice.

11) Friend, long time no see. Oli, TF and Kudut.

12) Looking for laptop. No idea what to get.

13) Pillow sucks. Neck hurts.

14) Clean cap. White now.

15) Yiying blog is closed.

16) No reply in the other blog. Still waiting.

17) Stop looking for chicks. Get a life.

18) Next time, pay down payment with your own money.

19) Long time never web cam. Miss you.

20) How's life?

21) Summer is gone.

22) Fall is too early.

23) Summer was not hot.

24) Graduate graduate.

25) Hope can get a job. Or anything I can get.

26) Chicago, I am coming.

27) Need new poster.

28) Mediacom is horrible.

29) Bring your PHONE.

30) People die everyday.

31) This is my life.

END

-n-

yawn...

2009-08-31T17:58:00.000-05:00

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Everybody busy with school work.

I am doing very little thing. Other than looking for job, editing resume and cover letter, sending resume, I do nothing.

Work? not even worth to be mentioned. slave job.

argh.

I am bored.

I need some excitement!~

The best is Roller Coaster! HAHA! Six Flags~ I am coming!

-n-

2 things.

2009-08-26T17:52:00.002-05:00

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First thing, I thought.

I thought I could forget,

I thought I could forgive,

I thought I could...

But

I can't.

Oliver Just told me a very very good phrase that reminded me a lot of things.

He said that, " One can forget the things you do, the things you say, BUT one cannot forget how you make them feel"

When he said that I was like.. wao dude.. that's fucking true. I couldn't agree any more than I did. I couldn't even say a word. What I did was, close and open my eyes rapidly.

Second things, Change.

Oliver told me a very useful experience, which I would remember forever. I am not going to say what experience is that, but I will share what I get from his experience.

Change, it is easy to change.

It is easy to bring this out.
I want this to be changed, I want that to be changed, easy. very easy.

But,

It is hard to be accepted.

But,

If you managed to accept the change, hold your breath, grab your fist, take it, accept it, you will be great.

-n-

Best time?

2009-08-24T01:44:00.006-05:00

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I have never appreciated those time when I was real free.

I am regret to stay.

I am looking forward to leave.

I miss them.

I belong to old folks home.

I shouldn't be here.

I should be in Msia.

I have no idea.

Are you guys doing good in new place?

Do you guys feel the same like I do?

I have no idea.

I miss my best time.

I didn't know it was best until it is not.

I know why I used to think like that.

Because,

I was comfortable.

I was happy.

I was free.

I was legal.

I want to go back.

I want time to turn back.

I want our space.

I want a place.

I am not feeling good.

I am feeling weird.

I have a feeling that I am not suppose to be here.

Where am I suppose to be?

Time flies.

Everything changed.

What do I need now?

I have no idea.

Wait.

I think I know what I need,

Best time, that's what I want.

-n-

Boat 2

2009-08-22T21:52:00.000-05:00

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Everything went smoothly!

FUN!

DRUNK!

PUKE!

SONGNESS!

EVERYTHING!

CRAZY!

LOVE IT!

-n-

Summer X Fall

2009-08-20T14:20:00.002-05:00

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Summer is going to end very soon!

Everyone is coming back~ Especially today, a lot of friends are back!

Another vigorous semester going to start very very soon~

Good luck to all my friends who still in college~

Gambateh~

Good luck for those who are looking for job~ Good luck to myself too!

Boating tomorrow~

I am looking forward again~

Shall we invite Captain Morgan?

ERmmmm...

XD

-n-

Hard Vs Easy

2009-08-16T06:25:00.002-05:00

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Easy and Hard.

They are always between a line. Hard is always something you don't want, and Easy is always something you are more comfortable with at that moment.

It is hard to choose a harder path, but by doing that, you would definitely gain more.

I am glad, I am proud of you.

This is really great.

Easy and Hard.

It is always easy for someone to keep quiet or say something you like to hear to please you. A lot of people do that, cause it is the safest way to keep yourself out of troubles.
No one likes to hear something that oppose them, but if someone did put the effort to oppose you, to tell you the truth, he/she chose the hard way, he/she cares, this is why he/she chose the hard way. Just hope that he/she was not too harsh. :)

Easy and Hard.

It is always easy to make mistake. This is why we are taught to take and forgive.
It is real hard to make no mistake. This is why I am proud of you.

-n-

Alarm clock.

2009-08-07T23:45:00.006-05:00

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What are the purposes of an alarm clock?

- Decoration

- Showing time

- Waking someone up.

Alarm clock, it is an object that people would probably ignore, not realize, and even forget about it. It is basically a useless item if you didn't want to know the time.
When you need to know about the time, it would be the most important thing at that moment.
You would seek for it, looking for it everywhere around your house, just to know what is the time now!

Alarm,
a lot of people would get piss or annoy by their alarm!
What is the purpose of an alarm?
To wake people up!

You'll definitely find that the alarm is annoying especially it ring when you are sleeping tight and having a sweet dream.

BUT

After you wake up, you would be glad, you would feel thankful, you might miss your class, late for work, etc if you didn't wake up.

If you didn't have an alarm clock, you overslept, you were late for work, you are fired.

At that time, I believe, you would say,

" I wish I had an alarm clock, so that I could WAKE UP before it was too late!!!!!!!!!!"

"A word to the wise ain't necessary, it's the stupid ones who need the advice."
-woody allen

"You life changes the moment you make a new, congruent, and committed decision."
-anthony robbins

You can find a lot of alarm clocks everywhere.

BUT

A good alarm clock is not easy to find. It will wake you up when you are in your sweet dream. Not every of them are able to do this.

Once you have it, appreciate it, it wouldn't be with you forever.

-n-

FaceBook Event, Six Flags Chicago - 3 days 2 nights Trip~

2009-08-04T19:56:00.003-05:00

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This is a trip for those who are interested in Exciting Games~

Six Flags in Chicago is our target!!!

This trip will be a 3 days 2 nights trip!

If everybody agrees with it, we will depart from Ames on 28th August 2009 to Chicago and will be back to Ames on 30th August 2009 night.

On 28th, we will only have dinner in Chinatown, and take a look around Chicago (for those who never been to chicago and interested in having a joy ride around the city!!) Rest after that for next day Adventure~

On 29th, we will go to Chicago SIX FLAGS!
We will leave hotel early morning to play all the games in Six Flags.
For your information, Six Flags includes water park!
The rides that we are aiming for this trip,
The Dark Knight Coaster
Demon
Batman The Ride
Fiddler's Fling
Giant Drop
Iron Wolf
King Chaos
*
Logger's Run
Raging Bull
Roaring Rapids
Rue Le Dodge
Superman: Ultimate Flight
Vertical Velocity
Viper
Whizzer

and for water park, these are the things that we can't miss!

Bahama Mama and Bubba Tubba
Castaway Creek
Hammerhead and Barracuda
Bahama Mama and Bubba Tubba
Hurricane Bay
Hurricane Mountain
Paradise Plunge and Riptide
Skull Island
Tornado
Vortex and Typhoon
Wahoo Racer

More information, go to -

http://www.sixflags.com/greatAmerica/index.aspx

Rides Video~

Other information,

Lodging
Hotel will be book as long as all the invited friends are confirmed to go or not to go.
I will personally bid for at least a 3 stars hotel with a price lower than 100 USD per night! (most probably cost about 60-80)

One hotel rooml will share with 4 persons, therefore, each will be about 20-25 USD max. 50 USD max for 2 nights.

If you feel like want to save more money, or want to squeeze 10 in a room, SURE you can, just let me know. I will book a room for you and your gang!

Transportation
We will rent van. How many vans? Depends on how many participants! I am expecting about 12 participants!

If it is more than 12, we will rent cars or smaller van to take the rest.

For car rental, It would be around 200 USD for 3 days ( van)

It should be around 25 USD per person. Include petrol for 3 days, about 50 USD for transportation!

AND

Six Flags DAILY TICKETS

ONLINE SPECIAL — $39.99

lastly,

The total expenses for Hotel, Transportation and Ticket would be

Hotel = 50 usd
Transportation = 50 usd
Ticket = 40 usd

Food = 50 usd (depends what you eat. Can be 5 usd if you bring your own food~ XD)

Grand total = 190 usd. ( Approximately )

This should be a real real real fun trip! You probably don't want to miss it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please reply me as soon as possible so that I can book everything in time! And don't FFK ( fong fei kei ) ! Once I bought the ticket, you will at least need to pay 40 usd even if you were unable to make it! Sorry about that, but I have to say it earlier~

( Maybe you can get your money return, but you are advise not to do me like this! ) XD

If you feel like inviting anyone, please write on the wall, I will help you to invite~ But try not to invite too many~ :)

VERY IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING!

**** I WILL BOOK EVERYTHING ( HOTEL AND TRANSPORTATION ) AND BUY TICKETS ON ~~24TH AUGUST 2009 ~~ SO MAKE SURE YOU ARE ON, IF NOT, AFTER THAT DATE, YOU ARE CHARGED!!! ****

Thank you~

-n-

Stay out of this.

2009-08-03T15:07:00.002-05:00

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I just want to stay out of this.

I just don't want to get involve.

I don't want to listen.

Don't test my patience.

I am not helping anyone.

I am not going to help anyone.

I just want to live my own life.

Please, leave me alone.

..

please..

-n-

Human Limit - Vertical Leap

2009-07-30T23:32:00.007-05:00

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A lot of people said that Michael Jordan could stay in the air for 2 to 3 seconds.

This means that his hang time in the air is 2 - 3 seconds.

After doing some research about this,

This is almost impossible for a normal human.

To generate a second of hang time in the air, you need to jump about 50" above the ground!

Therefore, for a 2 to 3 seconds hang time, you would need to jump about 150"! Which is about 3.8 meter.

Some people think that MJ was not only jumping vertically, but also horizontally, which was a parabola shape. Wouldn't it increases the hang time?

If you have a little knowledge in Physics, you would know the time for an object that were thrown diagonally (about 45 degree vertical) to the air would increases the hang time, the higher the horizontal (x-axis) force, the longer the object fly in the air. However, it is not exactly what we are talking about here. The hang time is extended not because of the vertical leap, but it is because of the horizontal force. For MJ's case, his horizontal force, of course would increased his hang time, but definitely, it would not be more than a 0.2 seconds.

Gravity is the main reason here. You will generally be able to impart more force to a lesser mass on the initial leap (thereby generating a higher vertical leap), but once you're in the air, the effect of gravity is the same whether you're 160 pounds or 260 pounds. In other words, two people, one 100 pounds heavier than the other, will remain in the air the same amount of time assuming they have an equal vertical leap.

Therefore, if he is able to jump about 40" (100+ cm) which could produce about 0.8 seconds hang time, his total hang time would be around 1 second.

This kind of calculation has already not exactly ONE second, how about THREE second in the air?

However, MJ did a real good job when he dunked.

He misled most of us by holding his ball when he jumped, and dunked it when he was dropping or when his vertical force been overtaken by gravity force.
Other than that, after he dunked, he hold the hoop for about 0.5 second which bought him some hang time, then he tucked his leg up so that his dropping time increases for about 0.3 seconds, so in total, it was about a 2 seconds hang time from his initial leap until he landed.

I was amazed by dunking, therefore, I went through some research and this is what I found.

Hanging in the air for 3 seconds?
Practically, almost impossible for human. Current highest NBA players hang time is about 1 second!

and this record was set by MJ who jumped 48" (about 122 cm) in the air.

Here are some interesting data,

Players:	Vertical Leap:	Standing Reach:	Highest Touch:

NBA Players
Vince Carter	43"	8'11"	12'6"
Karl Malone	28"	9'2"	11'6"
Shaq	32"	9'8"	12'4"
Kobe Bryant	38"	8'10"	12'0"
Steve Francis	43"	8'5"	12'3"
Antonio McDyess	42"	-	-
Allen Iverson	41"	-	-
Shawn Kemp	40" (Seattle)	-	-
Rex Chapmann	39"	-	-
Desmond Mason	38"	-	-
Shaquille Oneal	32"	-	-
Lamar Odom	32"	-	-
Paul Pierce	38"
Shawn Marion	41"
Carmelo Anthony	41"
Ricky Davis	42"
Tracy McGrady	42"
Nate Robinson	43"
Jason Richardson	46"
James White	46"
Harold Miner	44"
Steve Francis	43"
LeBron James	44"
Fred Jones	42"

Legends:
Michael Jordan	48" (Chicago)	8'10"	12'5"
Dominique Wilkins	42"	9'0"	12'6"
Larry Bird	28"	9'1"	11'5"
Dr. J	41"	8'11"	12'4"
Spudd Webb	46"	7'4"	11'2"
Daryl Dawkins	34"	9'4"	12'2"
Dee Brown	44"	-	-
Harold Miner	44"	-	-
Julius Erving	43"	-	-
Larry Nance	40"	-	-
Ralph Sampson	36"	-	-
Karl Malone	28"
Magic Johnson	30"	-	-
Shawn Kemp	40"

Other High Vertical Leaps (Non-NBA)
Kadour Ziani (5'10) Highest Vertical Leaper from Slamnation	60" World Record Vertical Leap
Michael Wilson (Globetrotters)	51"	-	-
Reggie Thompson (Jumpsoles)	56"	-	-
Ronnie Fields (CBA)	48"	-	-
Melvin Levett	45"	-	-
l Pierce Henry Beckering	45"

NFL
Randy Moss	51" (53" running)	-	-
Jevon Kearse 265 lbs	40"	-	-

NCAA
Brandon Dean	39"	-	-

(Table taken from - http://vertcoach.com/highest-vertical-leap.html)

This is Kadour Ziani (world highest vertical leap record holder)-

and this,

Check this out too!

:)

-n-

I am on a Boat~

2009-07-22T20:25:00.008-05:00

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Last saturday,

We went to Polk City (about half an hour away from Ames) for Boating~

The main purpose was to surprise Junyi, Hengli and Seufoong~ (birthday surprise)

That was one of the best things that we had done together in US!!

Our Boat,

yuyu, zi, chris, dut, oli, tai
eil, seu, hengli, alex, ash, lin

12 of us!!

we had a lot of fun! seriously..

is kind of impossible to describe it in words~

see this -

:)

Hengli showed his muscle, Tai laughed, chris Yawned, and zi didnt give a shit! haha~XD

6326 weird moments!

Sexy time!!

Lanyeng time!

Water time!!

Lastly, Bear got Talent!!

XD

-n-

WTF!!

2009-07-15T07:26:00.001-05:00

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The all time hot female,

MEGAN FOX,

she WAS a MAN!!

http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

WTF..

Wtf..

wtf..

-n-

End of Summer, Coming Fall~

2009-07-14T06:51:00.001-05:00

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I am thinking, Do I have the chance to see snow in Ames agaiN?

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My TOP 10 Manga!

2009-07-11T06:42:00.018-05:00

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Rank #10 Bleach

I started reading Bleach a year before I came US. I started reading comic when I was 7 years old, therefore, Bleach is consider late comer in my comic life. This comic attracted me by making the "Shinigami" as the main character. The main character of this comic is Ichigo Kurosaki. I rank it at tenth place because this manga started real good but it is kinda messy and not organize these 2 years. However, among 60+ manga that I have read or been reading, it is worth to rank it at tenth place.

Rank #9 Naruto

Naruto is a manga that accompanied me since 1999. I was only Form 3 that time. I read it since Volume 4 till Volume 50+. Think about it, it is about 10 years time! This manga is talking about ninja. It was pretty special and it started real well. It was really a great comic and caught a lot of fans during the year 2000 to 2006. It was one of the top manga in Japan. However, the story got a little too slow now. I still like it a lot, but not as much as I liked it 5 years ago! I hope it will turn better and hope that the coming episodes would have some changes~ The main character of this manga is Naruto Uzumaki~

Rank # 8 Death Note

Death Note is one of the comic that base on story instead of fighting or fancy drawing. I love the story line of this manga and love it since I read the first volume. I didn't know about this manga but I was attracted by the Author. The Author of Death Note was the author of another manga which I like a lot. One of the reasons I bought the first volume of it without asking any friends or checking it's review from the internet was because of the author. After reading the first volume, I was attracted and looking forward for the second volume. It didn't disappoint me, it had a real good start, and it also ended nicely. It is one of the best manga (Story Base) that all the manga lovers should not miss!

Rank #7 棋灵王 (HikaruNoGo)

This manga is another story base manga. This is the manga that I have mentioned above which is the same author as Death Note. The manga main plot is talking about Board Game which is a very popular game in Japan. I couldn't imagine that I was actually attracted by this comic when I was 15 years old. This is because this manga is really good, and you would be suprised by it by reading it yourself. Even though it is talking about board game, it was not boring at all. Read it, and you will find that it is worth to use your time on it!

Rank # 6 GTO

Great Teacher Onizuka!! I believe most of the manga lovers know about this manga!! This is one of the funniest and interesting manga I had ever read. I knew Onizuka from another manga called 湘南纯爱组 which is drawn by the same author, and the story for that manga was talking about Onizuka high school life. I like that manga a lot but probably it can only be fitted in top 20 compare to these mangas. GTO was drawing all my attention to him when it just came out. Especially for that time, I think it is good timing as well. This is because I was about 16 years old when I started reading this manga, which started to know those dirty jokes and stuffs. I found that was really great and it attracted me to keep on buying the comic till the last volume of it!

Rank #5 新功夫旋风儿- 柔道篇(Shin Kotaro Makaritoru - Judo Hen)

This is one of the best manga of ALL time. This is actually the second version, and there is a third version, which name as Shin Kotaro Makaritoru - L. It is as good as this version BUT, the Author is sick and can't continue drawing the rest of the episodes! If he was able to draw, the latest version of it would definitely be my top ten manga. Hope the Author recover soon so that we will have chance to read more of his manga!!

This manga is talking about JUDO. The main character Shin Kotaro is really funny yet, he is really strong in the story. I like the way the author draw the character and the way he draw the character expression of every single thing. This is a typical fighting manga but with a lof of funny scences in it! Worth to read~ :)

Rank #4 Hareluya Boy

Plot -

Hibino Hareluya is a delinquent teenager who is tough and loves to pack a punch. His father is none other than the almighty God who does not approve very well of his son's rebellious acts. Disappointed in Hareluya's lack of responsibility, his father sends him to Earth as a normal high school student, stripped of his powers. Posing as a local priest, God keeps an eye on his son's adventures as Haleluya rights wrongs around the school with two-fisted justice, Love tattooed across the knuckles of each hand.
This manga might not be the best fighting manga because the main character never lost. However, it was so good to me because it was really interesting and the story line was pretty well line up. Isn't it good to see the main character undefeatable? it might not makes sense, but THIS is MANGA!!!! XD

Rank #3 Dragon Ball

Plot -

A monkey-tailed boy named Goku is found by an old martial arts expert who raises him as his grandson. One day Goku meets a girl named Bulma and together they go on a quest to retrieve the seven Dragon Balls, mythical objects that can summon a dragon who will grant any wish. Along the way, they meet and befriend a plethora of martial artists. They also undergo rigorous training regimes and educational programs in order to fight in the World Martial Arts Tournament, a tournament in which the most powerful fighters in the world compete. Outside the tournaments, Goku faces diverse villains such as Emperor Pilaf, the Red Ribbon Army, a demon known as Piccolo Daimao and his offspring.

As a young adult, Goku meets his older brother, Raditz, who tells him that they come from a race of extraterrestrials called Saiyans. The Saiyans had sent Goku to Earth to destroy it, but his ship crashes upon arrival. Goku fell into a deep ravine and lost all memory of his mission. Goku refuses to help Raditz continue the mission, after which he begins to encounter others who want to battle him, such as the Saiyan prince Vegeta. He also encounters Frieza, who is considered to be one of the strongest beings in the universe, after which Goku begins training his first child, Son Gohan, to be his successor. Years later, a group of soldiers from the Red Ribbon army known as androids appear to kill Goku. Another android, Cell, absorbs Androids #17 and #18 from the Red Ribbon army to increase his power, then fights Goku and Gohan, resulting in the former's death. Goku decides to stay dead for seven years to train in the Other World. When he returns, he is drawn into a battle for the universe against an extraterrestrial named Majin Buu. Joined by Vegeta and Gohan, the evil half of Buu is destroyed and the Good Buu (Mr. Buu) settles down with them. Ten years later at a martial arts tournament, Goku meets evil Buu's human reincarnation, Uub. At the end of the series, Goku takes Uub away on a journey to train him as another successor.

I believe that Dragon Ball is a legend! It was so good, and the best of it was special! No other manga thought of using the way Dragon Ball expressed itself to the readers. I will like to say, This manga is Unique!

Rank #2 Slam Dunk

Plot -

Slam Dunk centers around Hanamichi Sakuragi, who starts as a delinquent outcast, becoming the leader of a gang. Hanamichi, being very unpopular with girls, has been rejected by them fifty times. Yet, he finds out that Haruko Akagi is the girl of his dreams, and is happy when she's not scared of him like all the other girls he has asked out.

Haruko Akagi, who recognizes Hanamichi's athleticism, introduces him to the Shohoku basketball team. Hanamichi was reluctant to join the team at first because he had no previous background in any sports and thought that basketball was a game for losers (also because the fiftieth girl rejected him for a basketball player). Sakuragi, despite his immaturity and hot temper, proves to be a natural athlete with potential and joins the team in order to impress Haruko and prove that he is worthy of her. Kaede Rukawa — Sakuragi's bitter rival (both on the basketball court and love, even when Rukawa doesn't acknowledge Haruko's crush on him), the star rookie and a "girl magnet" - joins the team at the same time. Hisashi Mitsui, an ex-junior high school MVP, and Ryota Miyagi , a short but fast player, both also rejoin the team and together these four struggle to complete team captain Takenori Akagi's dream of making Shohoku the national champion. Together, these misfits gain publicity and the once little known Shohoku basketball team becomes an all-star contender in Japan.

I have no right to comment on this comic. It is the best manga all time!

Rank #1 One Piece

Plot -

A boy named Monkey D. Luffy, inspired by his childhood hero "Red-Haired" Shanks, sets out on a journey to find One Piece,

the legendary treasure of the King of the Pirates, Gold Roger. To accomplish this, he must reach the end of the most deadly and dangerous ocean: The Grand Line.

Luffy captains the Straw Hat Pirates first through the sea of East Blue and then through the Grand Line. He follows the path of the deceased King of the Pirates, Gold Roger, from island to island on his way to the great treasure One Piece. On his way his crew grows to have a swordsman, a navigator, a sniper, a cook, a doctor, an archaeologist, a shipwright, and a musician.

During the course of the story, the crew contend with both other less moral pirate crews and the Navy. The latter are the subordinates of the World Government, who apparently seek justice by ending the Golden Age of Pirates. Many background story elements involve the delicate balance of power between the World Government and the world's most powerful pirate crews.

Setting -

The fictional world of One Piece is covered by two vast oceans, which are divided by a massive mountain range called Red Line. The Grand Line , a sea that runs perpendicular to the Red Line, further divides them into four seas: North Blue, East Blue, West Blue and South Blue. Surrounding the Grand line are two regions called calm belts, which experience almost no wind and ocean currents and are breeding ground for the huge sea creatures called sea kings ("neptunians" in the English manga), because of which the calm belts are very effective barriers for those trying to enter the Grand Line. While the navy ships, using sea stone to mask their presence, can simply pass through, most have to use the canal system of Reverse Mountain , a mountain at the first intersection of the Grand Line and the Red Line. Sea water from each of the four seas runs up that mountain and merges at the top to flow down a fifth canal and into the first half of the Grand Line. The second half of the Grand Line, beyond the second intersection with the Red Line, is also known as the New World.

A Log Pose

The currents and weather on the Grand Line's open sea are extremely unpredictable, while as in the vicinity of islands the climate is stable. What makes it even harder to navigate is the fact that normal compasses do not work there. A special compass called a log pose must be used. The log pose works by locking on to one island's magnetic field and then locking on to another island's magnetic field. The time for it to set depends on the island. This process can be bypassed by obtaining an eternal pose, a log pose variation that is permanently set to a specific island and never changes.

The world of One Piece is filled with anachronisms, like the transponder snails, lit. electric transmission bug), snail-like animals that can be attached to electric equipment and function as rotary phones, fax machines, surveillance cameras, and similar devices. Dials , the of certain sky-dwelling animals can be used to store wind, sound, images, heat, and the like and have various applications.

Devil fruit are a type of fruit which when eaten confer a power on the eater. There are three categories of devil fruit. Zoan fruits allow the user to fully and partially transform into a specific animal. Logia fruits give control over and allow the user "to change their living body structure into the powers of nature". Paramecia (called "Paramythia" in the 4Kids dub) is a catch-all category for fruits that give the user superhuman abilities. Devil fruit users cannot swim. When even partially submerged in water, they lose all of their strength and powers.

^{(www.wikipedia.org)}

This is the number one manga for me! It has made me Laugh, Angry, Sad, Cry and happy! There is no other manga can substitute this! The story line is awesome, it is all well plan, and the best is, after more than 500+ chapters, it is still good, and I still feel so excited everytime I read it. It is so hard to just maintain the story, it not only maintain the good story, it is actually becoming better and better!! GREAT manga!! :)

Yuyu

-n-

Kimbo Slice..

2009-07-08T08:35:00.003-05:00

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I dont think he is real good fighter at all..

Watching him fighting with amateur, he was just bullying them. He showed real bad attitude, lack of sportsmanship.

Even tho he won almost all his street fights, but he got his ass kicked in UFC!

4th fight in UFC, he got knock out in less than 10 sec..

zzz

Can you believe that! HAHA~

This is what I have been looking for recently.. other than looking for a job.. my other work is watching drama, variety show, reading comic, random stuffs from the internet and Youtube..

of cos, dota and poker. (is default, so didnt feel like to mentioning this. haha~)

i am bored.

I need change.

:(

-n-

Ok, It is not..

2009-06-18T15:59:00.001-05:00

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I dont think it is internship. Niabeh.

Waste my time

-n-

Argh..

2009-06-17T20:39:00.002-05:00

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Mood - very bored.

Financial condition - fuck up

Life - no life

Job - a lot of obstacles

Summer - feels better in Msia

Blog - long time never logged in, lazy to write

I am bored.. I want to do something.. I keep looking for a Full time job.. but, my choices are so limited.. there weren't much job opportunity for Chemical Engineer recently.. AIhzz..

Poker rocks.. but bad beat/suck out made me lost patience. Playing it emotionally made me lose too much.. i hate that.. argh.. lucky i got pretty respectable money in my fulltilt account after all the SnG's money..

However.. looking for a change.. zz

-n-

Wao dude..

2009-06-09T04:23:00.002-05:00

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Wao dude! this is brutal!

but it is kinda nice to watch~

-n-

Old old friend~

2009-06-09T04:13:00.003-05:00

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My secondary school friend gave me a called yesterday~

She didn't like me a lot. However, she heard about my graduation~

She sent her regards through phone call, wishing me a very sincere "All the best" ~

I didn't expect that, seriously.

What I can say about this,

"It is nice to have people out of your circle, and says, hey, you don't suck~" quoted from D.Cook

A lot of things are out of expectation~

Thank you so much~

yuyu

-n-

summer poker internship.

2009-06-01T21:55:00.002-05:00

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I hire myself to play in full tilt poker.

This is my intern~ haha~

just earn another 171 usd yesterday after playing whole day of poker..

It is kinda tiring work dude!

haha~

anyway,

nothing much happen, nothing much special..

summer life just kinda plain here..

wish there are more people here~

more people that willing to go out to do this and do that..

more people that like outdoor activities

more people that like to do something in this super boring season..

not that people here are boring.. just that people here live in their own world~ maybe i am one of them..

wish that chris and oli are here..
cos they will always agree or ready to do something to entertain ourselves! hehe~

life life..

zzz

summer summer...

~n~

Is this true???

2009-05-27T02:55:00.000-05:00

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Is the video above true??

someone pls tell me!!!

-n-

First tournament in 202~

2009-05-23T05:26:00.002-05:00

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I won~

last hand,

All in with Ace , Ten of hearts

vs

King, Three of spades

The board shows-

A of diamond, 4 of heart, 6 of club, A of spade
and~
5 of club!

GG

Won the first title~

-n-

summer summer..

2009-05-22T03:13:00.003-05:00

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ermm.. my first summer in ISU.. it is so fucking boring... I have nothing much to do right now.. other than looking for job, I am basically just doing some house chores..

cooking.. cooking and cooking..

zzzz....

I miss classes.. I want to study! haha~

:)

-n-

Summer triP~

2009-05-14T00:08:00.002-05:00

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zzzz.. This is very demotivating trip...

First day, (5/9/09)

Left DSM, transit in MN then reach LA.

Didn't really see LA on this day.. what i saw was "Staples center". It is a basketball court for NBA. What I saw was kinda amazing. Lakers is coming back for a game, which was held on yesterday night.~ Check in to bad ass hotel.. haha~ However, just a night.. You know what, the worst thing was I had to wake up at 7.00am the next day and take off to Vegas.. zomg la.. It had been a while since the last time I woke up at 7.00 am.. deng..

Second day, (5/9/09)

Woke up at 7.00 am as expected.. dem not enuf sleep.. woke up by my sis.. very annoying voice.. made my mood real bad~ haha

The journey started at 7.45 am, we left LA and headed to Vegas~ Traveled by bus, with a bunch of strangers.. mostly China people..

I never knew that there were so "kiasu" until I was forced to travel with them.. Unbelieveable! They were amazingly annoying man.. they complaint about almost all kind of stuffs.. "seat small", "hot" then "cold" then "hot" again.. "Some wanted to pee", "some wanted to shit", "some wanted to eat", "some wanted to drink".. I pity my tour guide.. even tho i could sensed that he was so god damn dulan, but he couldn't did shit.. they were his salary... haihz~

We reached Vegas at about 2pm.. Vegas is an awesome place, but.. that place is very very hot now..it reached 102 F.. god...

Without wasting time, we checked in to our hotel (Stratosphere hotel) at 4pm. Then, we got 1 and a half hour to get ready (include dinner ourselves). Then we went to the night tour~ We went to few hotel~ In my opinion, the most interesting hotel that brought up my interests was Steven Wynn's hotel, which is Wynn Hotel. It is the most expensive hotel in Vegas which used 26 billion USD to build. wao...

The next interesting hotel was The Mirage and Belagio~ The mirage has a man-built volcano outside it's hotel~ It start showing the activation of volcano at 8pm till 12am every 15 minutes. Belagio has a huge water fountain which show some "zi (pancut)" every 15 minutes from 8pm to 12am~ hehe~

The second day trip ended after the downtown visit. Pretty cool~ but, kinda boring... cos there were too many strangers, and.. going out with parents.. a lot of things canot do... olo...

Third day, (5/11/09)
This was the most compact day among all...
You know what..
We had to wake up at 4.30 am in the morning.. DAMN. Killin me..
we had to leave Vegas and went to Grand Canyon at 5AM.. .... ... ...................
Grand canyon..
- very nice
- amazing
- fucking hot
- food sucks
- `~`

After grand canyon, we headed to Hoover Dam~
Hoover Dam
- god damn nice
- god damn hot..

i dun have the pic right now~ i will upload it when i reach Ames~

It was a real long day.. we reached Vegas at about 6pm...

Then.. we got 30 minutes time to shower~..
Then we had to rush to a magic show~ (I LIKE IT A LOT)
The magic showed by Steve Wyrick~ Held in Planet Hollywood..

nice~ dunno how to explain~ go watch it in Vegas~

i am tired now..

talk about it later la~

:)

ciaoz~

-n-

Appreciation~

2009-05-10T05:12:00.004-05:00

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I attended my commencement this afternoon~ after years of studies, finally, I am about to change to another phase.

Before all the changes, I need to tell everybody that I appreciate all the support from all of you!

Special thanks to :-

Dad, Mum, Sis

they make my dream come true. I am an American Degree HOLDER NOW!!!

Thanks to all my friends in ISU, specially to :-

1) 6326, SHG

2) TT, penghooi, Chorhan

All the supports from number 1 is deeply appreciated!!
All the homework from number 2 also deeply appreciated !!! XD

And, special thanks to:-

Chenchen

all the way from MN to attend my grad nite, watched the commencement online, and her sms wishes. I know you care~ 2000% bei min!!!!! thank you!!!!!

Charlotte,

sms-ed me, thanks for that! even tho i cant read it cos the format not compatible, but I guess it should be something to do with graduatioN! efforts count!! thank you!

and also, Thanks to Windie, Junyi and Audrey~ n SHG again,

Thanks for the flower and cards!! I love it!!! even tho i said I dont want, but I feel good with it!! USH!! terima kasih!

Thank you everybody!

A lot more to thank, if I forgot about anyone, please don't angry!@

I am in LA now! so no time to write long long post!!

sorry~

And, again,

THANKS FOR MAKING THIS DAY COMING!!!
It wouldn't have happened if without all the support from you guys~ muackss!!!

XD

-n-

It's time~

2009-05-06T22:07:00.002-05:00

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Time to say goodbye~

Even tho I will still be here till the end of the year, no one knows what will happen in the future. I might not get a job. I have to leave~

however, is time to say goodbye to ISU. I stayed here for more than 2 years. I will definitely miss this place and this university.

I didn't really like this place at first. time flies without waiting, and later, i found that i had started to like this place.

I like the environment here, the people here, and everything else that make this place unique. I am a city person. why I like Ames?? because of everything.

right after my final final exam. why am i feeling so lost? life...

i swore i will go back to msia right after i graduated. but.. now.. i feel like to stay here.. really~

is time, Ames~ :)

-n-

DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-06T17:58:00.002-05:00

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DONE!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAAAA!!!!!!!

XDXDXD

-n-

last day

2009-05-05T12:59:00.000-05:00

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last day.

last day.

commencement.

soon.

no mood to write.

done.

-n-

It's over~

2009-04-24T04:50:00.002-05:00

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It's over girls~

If you feel better after this, I will support you guys all the way~
One is the closest people beside me, one is like my sister.
I don't want to see both of you being sad, angry, disappointing, and helpless against those brainless people~ If you think and talk to a person that can't think, it is a waste of time. It is basically the same as lecturing a pile of shit. Shit can't think and talk, shit can't understand what you said. :)

It's over,
Don't think about it, it is not worth for you to think anymore~
There are a lot of things to be completed in your life. That was just a small little tiny part of it.
Human can act sentimentally or objectively.
However, no matter by which side, there is no reason to keep going.
Even if it has, who cares? Even if people care, why should we care?
As long as you know what you are doing, what you had gone through before you made this decision, and how did people treat you when you were working with them, that's good enough.

We are all adults. These kind of decision is not for fun. As long as you believe yourself, your judgment, and your decision, that's good enough.
People don't understand? ?? ? At least I understand.
Sometimes, people like to act, they like to see drama, they like to be good, at least in front of everybody. People would tend to give comment. Don't care about it. They don't know what is going on. If they were in your position, they would know how fucked up it is. At least, I found that NOT only both of you know. One of them understand that~ :) good enuf girls~

You guys never missed a single practice, never missed a single performance. This shows how loyal you guys to the team. :)
It had been a hard time. Good job. At least you guys tried. Maybe not your best, but better than not trying at all.
Forget about it~ Life is meant to be happy~ especially college life~ don't spoilt it~

I am sure Spring 2010 will be a good sem~ a good start again for the group~ Cos I already seen a capable guy in the team who can lead like a leader. SF, gambatehneh~
By that time, you guys can give more support, even tho you guys just a member, but giving support to a good leader, is always a smart thing to do.

Don't give up the team~ But is ok to give up retards~ HAHA~

ciao~ gotta continue study~

-n-

Never knew

2009-04-21T00:17:00.004-05:00

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What do I mean by never knew?
I never knew I was so short until I came US.
I never knew my parents love me so much until I came US.
I never knew I can be doing homework till 4am.

The best thing is, I never knew that I can be patient until being patient is the only thing I can do.

-n-

Graduation~ :)

2009-04-21T00:01:00.000-05:00

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She was staring out that window, of that SUV

Complaining, saying I can't wait to turn 18

She said I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules

Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school

Then she kissed her head and said I was just like you

-Chorus-
You're gonna miss this

You're gonna want this back

You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast

These Are Some Good Times

So take a good look around

You may not know it now

But you're gonna miss this

Before she knows it she's a brand new bride

In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by

He tells her It's a nice place

She says It'll do for now

Starts talking about babies and buying a house

Daddy shakes his head and says Baby, just slow down

-Chorus-
You're gonna miss this

You're gonna want this back

You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast

These Are Some Good Times

So take a good look around

You may not know it now

But you're gonna miss this

Five years later there's a plumber workin' on the water heater

Dog's barkin', phone's ringin'

One kid's cryin', one kid's screamin'

She keeps apologizin'

He says They don't bother me.

I've got 2 babies of my own.

One's 36, one's 23.
Huh, it's hard to believe, but ...

-Chorus-
You're gonna miss this

You're gonna want this back

You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast

These Are Some Good Times

So take a good look around

You may not know it now

But you're gonna miss this

You're gonna miss this

Yeah, you're gonna miss this

I believe, I am gonna miss this~

-n-

6326

2009-04-20T21:04:00.006-05:00

Do you guys like this photo of 6326?

hehe~ if you like it, please reply~ :)

PS: I love it. so cute neh~ HAHA

Oli, add something on it if you can. I dunno how to draw.. LOL..

-n-

huahaha~

2009-04-20T01:30:00.000-05:00

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Feel like doing this -->

And this -->

To someone~ :) haha~ feeling better after expressing it~ USH~

-n-

Let go-

2009-04-19T23:04:00.004-05:00

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as i mentioned before, I will let go.

and, i let it go.

so, is time.

When I still care about it, I will try to be calm and act objectively.

Since now I already let it go, I will be myself.

It is unnecessary for me to tolerate again.

I will swing my fist without hesitating if someone try to fuck with me.

if you don't care about this warning, go ahead. We will see.

-n-

Get the main point!

2009-04-19T21:45:00.005-05:00

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In a lot of exams, what we need to know is the main point. Like toefl, "Reading" part, we need to get the main point of the essay to answer the question. And also, you must get the main point of every questions to answer it correctly. If you can't get the main point, you would not be able to get the answer correct.

Other than that, in engineering courses, you should be able to know how to find the point as well. If the question asking you of Reflux Ratio, and you answered Flux, that would fuck you up~

This apply to real life. There are a lot of people in this world doing good in finding point. Looking up for the main point, make your life easier. However, the world is not perfect. Not everyone from this world knows what is going on. These retards can't find the main point of anything. They can't find what's wrong with themselves, the problem they are facing, and the main point of most of the stuffs.

Example,

Q: How old are you?
A: I have eaten my lunch.

Q: How is your college life?
A: My name is Axxxxx.

Q: Do you have a girlfriend?
A: I am a retard.

Q: Where is your parents?
A: I am an idiot.

This is the an exaggerated version of example. However, it is kinda true. Those kinda retards never answered the questions you asked. Instead of answering your question straight to the point, they answered with something else, mostly about themselves. Ouch..

Another real life example,

Q :
Since you purposely mention that "we have no choice to cancel the use of new
routine", I am here to inform you that I am perfectly fine with the new routine
and ready to perform it if you want. You are the c******, the decision lies on
you. I am here to tell you that I am able to do that, so if you want it to be
new, it can be new. So, you do have a choice, don't you? :)

Secondly, if you want to assign someone else for that, I am perfectly fine with
it. If you are more comfortable with the new routine and feel like doing it, I
am good, you can change to the person who you think can do it better. I am very
flexible. It is not necessary to change routine because of me alone. By the way,
I am aware of the change, and I did practice for that.

Lastly, please reply my email. If there are no changes, still, please reply my
email. XD

A:

Sure, I do respect the unexpected change and at the same time as a c******, I have to respect to everybody involve as well.

As current p********* l******, they are strongly need to know what's going on in the percussion as well.

It's just I don't know how to explain to the person involve and being substituted.

We are using back the old routine as it's fine with everybody for this performance at this stage.

Just a reminder, the previous mail is just for c******, so i think the rest of the member no need to receive it.

Clicking "Reply" in stead of "Reply to all" works for that.

Thanks for your participation this time and sorry to all of the performers who received the unexpected mail.

See you. Thanks.

This is a very classic example. Actually there are more, but I can't post it here due to privacy problem~ haha~ the bold and italic parts are not necessary. what do you think?

"As current p********* l******, they are strongly need to know what's going on in the percussion as well.

It's just I don't know how to explain to the person involve and being substituted."
^--- and this part.. I don't understand at all... didn't the previous mail said that "Secondly, if you want to assign someone else for that, I am perfectly fine with it. If you are more comfortable with the new routine and feel like doing it, I am good, you can change to the person who you think can do it better. I am very flexible." Just because I know that somebody is not good in catching, I purposely mentioned this to avoid confusion. Btw, i know he wasn't talking about me.. He meant someone else.. lol.. do i need to know? haha~

And, i didnt mention whatever unexpected change at all.. ermm... what was that supposed to mean? CONFUSE ME... ouch.. please translate for me.. someone out there.. please~.. XD

This is kinda funny.. ouch.. If any of you understand what he replied, and if you think it is related, please tell me.. I am lost after I read that replied.. Maybe is my problem~ My english level just too low to understand what he said~

ouch~

-n-

I can`

2009-04-19T13:45:00.006-05:00

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I can give up,
I can let go,
I can put it down,

but,

I can't tolerate,
I can't believe my eyes,
I can't take nonsense,
I can't keep my mouth shut when someone is obviously doing something wrong and think they are right.
I can't control my mouth when people show me Fuckup face and Talk to me like a bitch. (At least I control my action. if not, ermm... ouch~ )

Maybe I am still naive~ I always hope someone will be good~ but in fact, if you are a retard, you will be a retard forever. :) Btw, what I care is not you, is the place that used to be much happier~

Time to let go completely~ No one can save idiots, only themselves can.

XD

Btw, according to YH, "no experience~ first time doing" If you think you got no experience, then "ASK". And, this is not about experience, about your thinking. We did that without experience. We knew how to protect our items. This is not about experience. Is about whether you can act accordingly to different circumstances. If you can't, you are not a leader. You are, the most, a follower. If you can't put the group benefits at the first place, why are you on top of the group? Kidding me?

Heart. very important. way more to learn man~ try to love this group. This will make you know how to protect the group. If there is a chance to change the past, I would not vote 2 of them. Btw, i didn't vote the another one because I knew she sucks. She never showed me how well she like the group. Always miss practice. And I ask her, why you didn't attend our practice before? then she said, "If I don't get this post, I will disappear". If the reason you wanna be in the team is because of the post.. ermm... judge yourself people~ If you really like it, you will be there no matter who you are.

Like me.

At least, in the end, I can still proudly say that I am EX of the group. I did my best by heart.
:)

However, is the end. Definitely~ I will stfu.

-n-

PL

2009-04-18T12:15:00.005-05:00

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First of all, what is PL? Phantom Lancer, dota hero nia~ What is PL job? Be the center of the team, bring both side together. If you want to assign a new job for yourself, allright, go ahead, as long as you manage to do it. If not, fuck off. PL wanted to be the coordinator and to be the people who take care of everything because PL had a lot of experience on this. Good thing, wanted to do more job, harder job than the current one. However, you can't even do the original job well, you wanted to do more? Use your brain(1)

Be a PL, never said NO, I can't change. This is bullshit. Unacceptable bullshit! You said you have a lot of experiences, but you can't change? WTF? you want the rest of the team (which contains a lot of freshmen) to change? which one supposed to be easier? Use your brain! (2) How you define experience? By looking? or playing yourself? if not playing it, experience LAN! Use your brain! (3)

If you want to take care of everything (jian du?) be sure you know what is the thing you need to do and the things you should't do. If you can't even think objectively according to the situation, fark off!! Use you brain!! (4)

As an experienced player like me, I would try my best to change whatever that can change to avoid worst scenario, which is "ITEM" destroy by whatever means. You should think about it! Use brain! (5) Instead of using your very fucking ugly face do the very very fucking ugly dulan face, why don't you use your energy to think WHY? Use your brain!! (6) By the way, how did you do that? Respect.. How can you made your Extremely ugly face Uglier...?? RESPECT!!!! seriously.... THen, I purposely change the sequence just because I know the "Item" is not gonna last long at that kind of situation. What I wanted was end the game fast! Jump to next sequence nearest to the end, which can shorten the game length and protect the "Item" to the max! If you can't even get this, go commit suicide. Use YOUR BRAIN!!! (7)

Who are you? I use PL! You dare to answer me. Don't you feel guilty? Ooops.. btw, after asking you to use your brain for 7 times, I realize that you might not have a brain... OUCH~

Another retard, KunKa (Captain Morgan) another dota hero. Bring out some unnecessary issue. Nothing to the point that I mentioned. OUCH.. btw, maybe Kunka was trying to protect PL, but, if you want to protect someone, make sure he/she is worth to be protected. If you protect just because you want to protect, never care about the TRUTH and CIRCUMSTANCES at all, all right, fuck off!! Don't play dota anymore!! GOT IT? Mr Captain Morgan AKA KunKa~

Back to PL - You know what I think about you?
THIS IS WHAT I THINK!

PS: btw, normally I can tahan this kinda retarded action, but not today! I didnt sleep whole night, what you expect? gentle? ouch~

-n-

ouch-bm

2009-04-18T04:50:00.004-05:00

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Selepas STPM, saya tidak pernah menulis karangan dengan menggunakan bahasa Melayu. Saya rasa saya perlu menulis karangan dengan bahasa Melayu sekali kala untuk menunjukan saya masih tahu guna bahasa melayu. Menulis "post" ini, disini, telah mengunakan dua puluh minit. Saya tidak boleh menulis dengan lancar. Saya tidak boleh menulis dengan BM. Saya rasa saya lebih selasa menguna bahasa Inggeris.

Ini menunjukan kecacatan BM saya sekarang. Saya langsung tidak boleh fikir, tidak boleh tulis tanpa menstrukturkan perkataan saya dalam BI. Situasi sekarang sangat memalukan. Saya berasal dari sekolah kebangsaan. Dari sekolah rendah hingga sekolah tinggi (STPM ). Menulis karangan sepatutnya bukan sesuatu perkara yang susah untuk saya, tetapi situasi sekarang.. arrgh..

Huraikan pendapat anda tentang usaha-usaha yang perlu dilakukan untuk menangani gejala merokok dalam kalangan remaja. Panjang huraian anda hendaklah antara 350 hingga 500 patah perkataan.

soalan untuk SPM dan STPM. Siapa boleh menulis karangan ini dengan lancar. Jangan lupa, kamu cuma ada 1 jam 15 minit.

Gejala merokok kian meningkat kini walaupun pelbagai kempen dijalankan untuk mengurangkan perokok. Banyak remaja, lelaki mahupun perempuan yang terjebak dalam tabiat buruk ini. Tabiat merokok bukan sahaja membazirkan wang malah membawa pelbagai penyakit yang boleh membawa maut seperti kanser paru-paru. Menurut Menteri Kesihatan, Dato’ Dr. Chua Soi Lek, peningkatan merokok dalam kalangan remaja kian meningkat mengikut statistik pada tahun 2006.

Kempen antimerokok yang sedang dijalankan oleh kerajaan baru-baru ini sememangnya satu langkah yang baik. Kerajaan patut dipuji kerana berusaha untuk membanteras tabiat merokok. Kempen ini memberi penumpuan kepada rupa paras negatif orang yang merokok untuk menakutkan remaja yang terjebak dalam tabiat ini. Kempen ini juga menunjukkan keadaan paru-paru orang yang merokok. Paru-paru tersebut hitam, kering, dan sungguh menakutkan.

Kempen antimerokok ini disebarkan secara meluas dalam pelbagai media. Televisyen, surat khabar, dan juga radio kini dipenuhi dengan iklan-iklan antimerokok. Para remaja yang majoritinya menonton televisyen serta mendengar radio diberi kesedaran mengenai tabiat merokok dan kesan-kesan melalui iklan-iklan ini. Melalui pengiklanan golongan sasaran kempen ini, iaitu perokok seharusnya dapat dicapai dan kadar perokok dapat dikurangkan.

Kempen anti merokok yang dilancarkan oleh kerajaan kira-kira setahun yang lalu di seluruh negara berlandaskan slogan “Tak Nak!” Slogan ini sangat sesuai untuk membuang tabiat buruk merokok dan mengatakan “tak nak kepada rokok.” Kesan-kesan buruk tabiat merokok yang dipaparkan dapat menanam rasa takut dalam jiwa perokok. Pihak kerajaan berharap kempen-kempen ini dapat menyedarkan perokok untuk berhenti merokok dan mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat.

Kempen antimerokok ini merupakan antara langkah kerajaan yang amat dipuji. Harapan kerajaan melalui kempen ini adalah untuk menyedarkan perokok dan mengurangkan jumlah perokok khususnya remaja.

Kesimpulannya, semua pihak berkenaan perlulah bekerjasama untuk menghapuskan tabiat yang membunuh ini. Dengan usaha kerajaan yang berterusan dan intensif ditambah dengan kerjasama masyarakat diharapkan kempen ini akan berjaya.

DAN Kesimpulan kedua, My malay become worse and worse.. sad..

zzz

-n-

Stupid Project playlist..

2009-04-14T20:27:00.002-05:00

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After using Project playlist for months, now only it block my playlist.. I need to learn how to embed playlist to my blog so I won't get block by any chance again~

Finally, I found the way, but it is not perfect.. I can't scroll my playlist!! arghh..

anyway, i will find a way to fix this!! Dem tak puas~ ARGH~

-n-

In lab.

2009-04-12T15:52:00.002-05:00

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2 group meetings in a row. but i am not thinking anything else. thinking of my own things..

Feel so dissapointed on myself.

I am a retard.

Maybe I am really an asshole..

or, I am always an asshole.. just that I didn't realize that.

ouch.

-n-

comment on a comment

2009-04-10T14:08:00.002-05:00

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"yuyu think its true but how many above is true for yuyu lol

0 = n0ne"

by lool

ouch~ I just saw this comment. I don't know who you are, but I doubt your credibility. I know who I am. People close to me know who I am. If they don't they wouldn't stand by me until now. I always blame myself for a lot of things. If something happens, I would rather blame myself instead of blaming others. But sometimes, telling me something that I already knew would confused me and make me feel lost. However, things will turn better somehow. It is because, in the end, I would choose to forgive and forget. No matter who is right and who is wrong, it is not important anymore.

Like what Oliver said, "this is why what we do with our future matters more than what we did in our past". I am thinking the same way. and if I now remember wrongly, I did tell Oli about this. But human is not a Robot. The main difference between HUMAN and Robot is; Robot is set by a program, they will do the same things over and over again according to different situation. Human is about the same, but human got few extra features. Human is filled with emotions and the ability to think on his own. This is what made human unique. At the same time, it can be human weakness.

Human will act according to different situation, but sometimes the decisions and actions will differ due to emotion and the ability to use their brain. I am not a god. I am not a holy man. I can't control my emotion that much (depends on what aspect). I am very hot tempered, but at the same time, I can forget things real fast. I can understand my situation and others situation very fast. Therefore, I still have a lot of friends around me. You think this is luck? I can proudly tell you that, this is not luck. I have a lot of friends since I was young. All of them know what I think and what kinda person I am. I don't like to hide or being a hypocrite. At least I use real name to comment. XD

And in fact, the past is the past. "let bygones be bygones". There are no reasons to talk about it anymore. This is why I am still doing good right now. As long as you know how to forgive and forget things will never be complicated. Not only that, you should know who you are, what you are doing, and be sincere, everything will be working just nice. And lastly, I don't know who you are, but I want to say Thankyou for your comment. Feel free to comment again in the future, but remember to use your real name. (Be responsible on what you write, this is something you learned in kindergarten, don't need to teach you right? XD )

Senlong Yu

-n-

七个对不起

2009-04-09T19:36:00.000-05:00

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七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。
男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起……

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aizh~

2009-04-09T00:04:00.003-05:00

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Recently, my post load has been decreased a lot a lot.. I am not as free as the beginning of the semester anymore.. Senior design project, Lab project, control design project.. too much to be done. too much things to be due..

I will post more soon..

I will...

after I graduate, nothing much I can do~ HO HO HO~

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Welcome~

2009-04-09T00:01:00.000-05:00

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waoz~ 4 out of 5 of us having a blog. Come one man~ you are the last one baby~

And, say welcome to KUDUTX~

Gambateh~

waiting for your new post!!!

USH~

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kuai le~

2009-04-05T20:53:00.000-05:00

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kuai le　shi ke yi fen xiang de
kuai le　xu yao yi xie guo cheng
kuai le　zong shi neng bei ji de
yin wei ji yi zhi liu xia mei hao de

ni shi ni zi ji de zuo zhe
he bi xie na mo nan yan de ju ben
bie guai hua shuo de tai duo le
wo zhi shi bu yao ni bu kuai le

bei ai　ying gai shi xing fu de
qu ai　mei you xiang xiang de yu chun
xiang ai　ke yi fei chang di dan chun
yin wei ai quan shi yu sheng ju lai de

＃ni wen　wo zen mo na mo shen
　zhe xie zhi hui gai ru he cai huo de
　ai ni　wo ren shi le kuai le
　ta dai wo shang le nan de de yi ke＃

＊you le ni kai xin D　mie du cheng xin man yi
　xian yu bai cai ye hao hao wei
　wo yu ni yong gong xu　fen fen zhong xu yao ni
　ni si shi yang guang kong qi＊

REPEAT＊＃＊

ai ni　wo ren shi le kuai le
ta dai wo shang le nan de de yi ke

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Road Trip Third STOP!!!

2009-04-03T04:02:00.022-05:00

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After 3 months~ Finally!! I am going to talk about our third stop!! As I mentioned, our third stop was really awesome!! We passed by Cleveland, OH~ Then stop at Pittsburgh,PA~
I am going to talk about Cleveland first~ When we were in Detroit, we were discussing which place shall we stop, either Toledo, or Cleveland~ After checking the internet, we had decided to go Cleveland~ Cleveland got more interesting place to visit compare to Toledo~ However, we were in fear when we were heading to Cleveland. We scared that Cleveland would be like Detroit! Horrigible!!

We reached Cleveland at the evening right before the sunset! That place was amazing!! AWESOME! The weather was nice, the place was clean! (compare to detroit..) and everthing looks so correct! somehow, we felt safe to be there!! :) After we reached there, we asked our pretty MS. GPS where were the places that we were looking for~~ The first place we visited was "Rock and Rock Hall Of Frame!" Here are some pictures~

This is a church~ We stoped right beside it to go toilet at the opposite Hotel~ lol..

XD

Here you go~ Rock and Roll Hall of Frame~

ush~

ush ush~~ haha~

One of the Cleveland Landmark~

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Court liao~~

HARD ROCK!!!

Here is a video taken in Cleveland~

:) XD

We left this place after about 3 hours hanging out there~ it was so nice~ If not because we were rushing to Pitts, we would definitely stay there for a day~

Rightz~ We reached Pitts pretty late, about 9pm~ we checked in and straight went to the downtown of Pitts. We were staying right beside the airport, therefore, we didn't see any nice building or anything related to a big city nearby... we were so sad.. but according to Ms. GPS, we were actually 10 miles away from downtown~ Allright, we decided to give it a shot~ we went to Pitts downtown.. after driving 9.7 miles.. we still didn't see any building or stuff... when we were about to give up, we saw a tunnel.. the tunnel looks boring..

BUTT!!! right after we got out of the Tunnel!! we SAW a HUGE ass CITY!! VERY colorful!! DAMN DAMN NICE!!! Got few Big ass bridges!! we were so amazed and start shouting like mad man!!! HAHAHA~ It was fun!!! really fun!! after that we found that airport and Pitts downtown is actually separated by a mountain. That was the reason why we didn't see anything at first~ XD XD

Pictures~

The Tunnel that I mention~

RIGHT AFTER TUNNEL!! XD

The place we parked our car~

Some landmark~~

bridge~~~

and bridge~

XD

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One of the most happening street in Pitts~

ushh~~

Hard Rock for dinner~

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Some videos for Pittsburgh, PA.

After we parked our car~~

Back to hotel from the very nice trip in pittsburgh downtown~~ and nice dinner~~ XD

It was a really great great great trip to CLeveland and Pittsburgh~ Unfortunately we only can stay for very short time~~ However, It was really great to hang out there~ with SHG~~ ush~ i LOVE you guys~~ XD

Next DESTINATION!! IS the place that we wanted to go~~ WHICH IS, ... NEW YORK!!! We will see~ i will talk about it sooN!!!

TO BE CONTINUED!!!

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Argh~ New blog skin~

2009-04-03T02:37:00.002-05:00

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Thanks to my stupidity, I accidentally deleted my old blog skin. I just remake another one, here it is~ pretty similar to the previous one~ I kinda like the previous one, therefore, the new skin modified base on the old skin~

Hope people like it~ Feel free to leave any comments~ XD

ciaoz~~

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做你的男人

2009-04-02T21:54:00.002-05:00

东京纽约每个地点
带你去坐幸福的地下铁
散步逛街找电影院
累了我就帮你提高跟鞋

塞车停电哪怕下雪
每天都要和你过情人节
星光音乐一杯热咖啡
只想给你所有浪漫情节

让我
做你的男人二十四个小时不睡觉
小心翼翼地保持这种热情不退烧
不管世界多纷扰我们俩紧紧的拥抱
隐隐约约我感觉有微笑藏在你嘴角

做你的男人二十四个小时不睡觉
让胆小的你在黑夜中也会有个依靠
就算有一天爱会变少人会变老
就算没告诉过你也知道
下辈子也要和你遇到